No. 250

Two things, decisions decisions decisions and why can't we just all hang out?

Why don't I just go for the why can't we just all hang out and be chill part right?

So, i'm on AsianAvenue, this site for Asian people because well for me, I want to feel connected to my people and for some reason when I get on that site, i'm like hey, i'm with "my people." Au contraire mon frere, mais je ne suis pas. I'm going through this "flirt" thing where apparently it's like match.com where you date online or what have you. Now, in the state of WA alone, there's like some 1,000 or more guys who can't get girls, i'm thinking after i've seen Dater 400 man, what's going on. What's so wrong with these boys, well some have problems aka being short, materialistic, what have you, but i'm thinking, why can't we just all get along, especially Asians. There's always this whole thing about the Taiwanese don't associate with the Mainlanders, mainlanders don't associate with the HK people, I mean it's this whole circle, oh yea and the Shanghai people don't mix well with these people and blah blah blah. I'm thinking, why can't we be better, why are there so many Asians stuck where they are-they can't change their ways. I mean, it's hard, especially for whites too, but I mean I guess whites are more open minded you know. Seriously, because why can't Asians get together, if so, we could be so damn powerful. There's this whole thing abut how whites will be in the minority in the future and blah blah blah, but I mean, they will still rule unless we do something about it, not that this is a political message, but it's going to be difficult when the majority is the minority you know taking into account history as well, but regardless of the above shit, everyone just wants to find someone, have a group of friends from their people and just be cool, but no, we can't, because the ABCs don't mix well with the FOBs and blah blah blah. It's so true, because i'm thinking there are plenty of hotness going around and they're not sharing it with each other...complete sadness...it's like a day on the beach in Hawaii where people just want to enjoy it, but can't, because they're so high strung about what's next, what's it, what's going on, and blah blah blah.

Also, so I have this friend, she's just burnt out period. It's all that needs to be said, but then most people think of gov't stuff aka army marines what have you as the last resort unless you an advocator to support your people. My thing is, so this friend is like, I need a break and if I don't get it, then i'm going into the gov't thing. I'm thinking, what the fuck? Seriously, I myself, support the country, but I then myself am all words and no actions as times, so I'm not stupid and I don't want to die early. The whole Darwinian thing is that the strong survive due to various reasons, mine is that it's the last reason-luck. Yes, that's true, so why on earth ok, check this, my friend goes to the best public college in the state, had tuition paid for, had to live at home-slightly bad but still it's free and everything, but she's like, I can't take it anymore and I need a break. My thing, tough luck, surmise pass the bad-family problems and move on, but no, she's like I can't take it anymore, I need to move out blah blah blah. I can think of at least a handfull of people that would literally kill to be where she is, and if I count all the people in developing countries, yea, she's one lucky bitch, but hell no, she's like I can't take my life of living in one of the Richest cities in America and eating and sleeping and doing everything for free and not having to pay and she says, she can't handle it and needs a fucking break. Like any gov't thing is a vacay right, you go and u work hard there, u can die just working hard there, not like you actually have to go to Iraq to die, you can just die period there. So yes, then she gets accepted to Japan and the family says yes, so she's like screw the gov't now. What's up with that huh? I'm so afflicted maybe because I just can't believe someone thinks like this, with the best education, she thinks like this...of all people... I am disappointed...and frankly...i'm not sure what to do besides listen to dance music and sleep. Frankly I thought I was changing the world around me, but I think I have cease to make people realize what life is really like, like MTV's True Life doesn't reach enough people...