Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Monday, January 12, 2004

No. 244

I've now got massive anxiety, but at least this time it doesn't constitute death or the fact that i'll suck bad in college, it's the fact that I'm so high strung about going to get moisturizer and the good deals in Nordies Rack. I haven't even gotten to go after X-mas shopping since i've hit the tarmac of Sea-tac. I've been pooped out and it's so weird, I feel the urge to go back to Hong Kong. Like, I so want to embrace Hong Kong, but I know the second I hit the tarmac, i'll complain it's hot, the bathrooms suck and I can only drink water that comes in a bottle. It's so weird, I find myself listening to old school Andy and watching all the Cantonese TV I can get, I mean, ALL THE TV, like on Saturday, all I did when I woke up until I fell asleep was watch TV. It was INSANE. I am so happy that it will be a three day weekend, not because it's a 3 day weekend, but more like, I can have equal time shopping and equal time watching tv as if i were a normal two day weekend. Also, i'm kind of bored, in that talkative way, not in that I feel like I need to sit here alone, but i've just got this massive calling to go to HK. I don't get it, I haven't before, but now, the feeling is so undeniable. It's insane...