No. 301 Shopping your feelings

I'm sure everyone is guilty of this atrocity that is my life. I shop my feelings, and I realized that 1. the spring market is really turning around and has a wide assortment of attention grabbing tangible items that I would like. 2. I realized that I should get rid of loads in my closet to make way for new stuff. 3. I realized that I have competition now, I always knew it, like I knew I couldn't live in New York because my wardrobe couldn't handle it, I can't wear Escada, Y-3, Etro, any of the E's or the G's nor even the L's including Lhullier and Louis, maybe Lovcat, but who wants that right...sigh this is my life. In my area, there is a serious collection of Gucci making the rounds and Chloe python bags at 3,450 bucks, jesus that is a lot of money for a BAG, and I don't even think it's real python, and if so, it's very supple, but anyways, ok, so before I mean these big bags you needed elux to get them, and a few had them, an occasional Gucci, but Louis reigned in our city, now Gucci and Chloe have come into the market, and they are in with full force including waiting lists for some items. I mean I guess I always knew that this would happen like any big city, but I always liked my little big city where I could be top dog most of the time, but I mean, I can't rotate Gucci bags, actually wait, I do have a Gucci bag, long lost and with great senitmental value, but anyways, beyond that, I mean, the game is up, the game has started, no longer can people wear Juicy sweats, uggs, and like a coach bag and be hot, there is not Ralph Lauren black label, chloe, missoni, and Gucci to commend with, it's time to bring my game bitches, although a small one, it is the motivator for me to land a good job. Please all mighty let this be true. Shopping my feelings led to this new feeling, the feeling that someone is better then me, I awlays knew that, everyone knows that, but now it is blatantly out there, in a large expanse of space with bags stocked to the ceiling, that is the mecca where the hierarchy is presented, the have nots and the haves...this city is being a place of have nots and haves, when in reality there should be no divide like this, nor was there before...