Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Saturday, May 06, 2006

No. 299 People Have Issues

People have issues, by people I really mean me, and by issues, I really just mean boredom and angst, none-teenager high school though, just ugh, life in general, like one of those days you should just make yourself a warm cup of tea, drink it, and just go to sleep...sigh

So I got my practice LSAT score back, GODDAMN PEOPLE, I always think I do good and then I do horrible, FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT MAN, seriously, I don't know what is going on and why can't I just pay someone to take it for me just like lawyers pay paralegals to do a lot of the grunt work they don't want to themselves, capitalism does not make any sense.

Um...I also found myself looking on match.com. WTF am I doing, i'm going through the "refine your search" JESUS, that is why, life in general, what am I doing, i'm bummed about the practice LSAT, then bummed to realize I don't have a man nor are any of them online remotely interesting-sorry guys, and then I realize, omg, I don't have a job post grad either, and I just spent 100 bucks on "announcements" and the whole time I am thinking, I better get some monetary return back or it will be a complete waste of 100 bucks just to tell people that "i've graduated" AGAIN, again meaning the last four years ago it was HS, and now it's college, but I'm like when you do the cost-analysis, i'm not getting married any time soon, so it doesn't even matter people, send me something because you won't have to send me a wedding gift in a really long time...nor am I giving birth any time soon either, so you don't have to send a baby gift either, just HS and college, I am going to go and eat my feelings or something...