Weirdness (in valley girl voice)

So, I was thinking about a title, then I was thinking "weirdness" as in the chain of events that happened, and I am saying it in a kind of high pitched voice with a sense of excitability...more on the valley girl voice later...

So, I have this entire list of things to do, but i'm not going to do them...weird, because if I say I want to clean my room, which I do, I will HAVE TO DO IT before I sleep, or I won't be able to sleep, but I'm thinking, "oh what the hell, i'll do it tomorrow..." Which is really weird, because i'm one of those people who doesn't do something they want to do before they go to bed, I won't sleep AT ALL. Psychotic...what is also nutty is...

I almost decided to wipe this whole thing clean. I thought I would come up with a new title, a new blog, maybe keep the address-not sure, and like get rid of all 297 actual posts with like probably 50-100 random posties like these. I couldn't believe I was thinking about it, I mean, that was scary because no only did I think about it, I was mentally going through the notions of how to delete it, like which tab, which button etc. Then I was, "no I can't..." I think the reason why I can't, is because I let the past affect me, I won't forget about the past, no matter how stupid and idiot-like I sound among other things, but it's like that chip on my shoulder, I have to carry the burden, even though it was as easy as me just deleting all these posts and never really acknowledging that I had this thing...I mean, I have to carry this chip on my shoulder, no matter what, I have to. Like some people have been known as the "fat girl" I will always remember what has happened to me through these posts...

Speaking of valley girl voices, when I was in HS, I did this play reenactment, Shakespeare on crack or something where we like spun Shakespeare's play into like a modern take or something blah blah blah like "O" and Romeo and Juliet a la Leo and Claire, but anyways, so I did my little part and the teacher had the gall to say that I had no only done it wrong, but instead I was more "valley girl" then something else...I think I was going for upbeat stupid Jessica Simpson like motif, and she called me a "valley girl..." because oh hey, I was trying to incorporate "like" into every sentences and just sound like an idiotic stupid HS rich bitch, but instead I sounded like a "valley girl..." Sigh, the days of HS my friends, such days...

Oh and is anyone else going to say that they will not be watching tv or watching the news when they will secretly be watching My Super Sweet 16 because for some reason as ADULTS, watching almost 16 year old kids have these gianormous parties seem fascinating? What is happening to the people?