Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Friday, August 19, 2005

No. 284 Strange Feelings

So, originally, I intended to do this whole sad Maroon 5 blog, yet all of a sudden i'm listening to the Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights soundtrack and am strangled moving all muy caliente to track 3. So strange and what is strange is that I can also smell out great my pajamas smell like-you know that smell, the smell of yourself-loves it, there's no better perfume then yourself. Anyways, so yea i'm just so in this weird moment right now. I'm drinking diet coke and it's 12:01 AM, lord it's kind of late and i'm listening to catchy music while trying to find The Wedding Date soundtrack, my obsession continues. Lord.

The Irony of Life

So i'm a shopper. I love it and I shop everywhere-I don't discriminate, like i'll be at the drug store and still mosey around the makeup section when in reality I only pick up some polish remover. I mean I buy everything, although I feel drugstore makeup is not worth it, but anyways, I shop it all minus Gucci and really high end designer wear for clothing, but accessories I do a minimal amount, but anyways, so where i'm from usually I just head to the mall do a little nordies, macy's, gap type deal right, normal bland stuff and try to pepper it with my online wears or like from some random boutique store in my local big city, but anyways, so I spend all this money on like stuff, oh and my fave place is nordies rack and the most comments and the "love that" is usually from of all stores, Target. i love Target, this has also made me buy in bulk because it's so cheap. Like when I see something I like, instead of just buying one, i have this mentality that it may wear out easily, I buy two instead, so insane I know, but to me it makes sense. So like I have 3 pairs of the same pants-when they go on sale, I buy even more, but the irony is that everyone complements not just like one person does, but multiple say that they love what i'm wearing. I say oh thanks and move on not thinking about where I got it and don't bother to proffer that information because I don't want others to be wearing the same thing right, but the more I think about, the complements come towards my Target clothing-what is going on, and don't get me wrong, sometimes they do some great things that looks like money for only say the non-bank breaking price of 19.99. It's strange how that works, but recently upon perusing the local JC Penney- I don't really shop there because nothing really appealled to me, but there is this brand called Bisou Bisou which my cousin and I were infatuated with during our HS years because we were all trying to get into designer wears, anyways it's apparently at JC Penney, I was there looking for this bag I saw on TV that was 30% off because I knew my bf would want it and trying to find it lead me to no avail, but I did find the clothing section. I got the best looking halter in the fucking world like I can't even believe it that I bought it in two colors and this chiffon top that is to die for all for 50% off and damn it looks good. Like I can't believe I found the best ever looking and fitting halter in my life at JC Penney of all places. Never underestimate shops you normally don't shop it. Lord, so now i'm reeling and wondering if I should buy the other colors and would that be weird, and I mean it's nice dammmit, like the quality is freaking nice. The sequins actually stay on compared to like something I'd get at the Savvy section at Nordies were it seems like it's semi falling apart, I mean this shit is like sewed on well and it's like top quality sequins, not cheapie ones that look lack lustre and kind of bendy and all screwed up like some little girl who couldn't fit into it just tossed it on the ground and walked on it and walked way in the dressing room, it's damn nice. So yes, never underestimate places marketed towards unbeatable prices. They are unbeatable and some of the shit is damn nice and that's all I have to say, thank you JC Penney and Target. Question: am I spell Penney right, or is it Penny. I dont' even know,b ut anyways, loves it.