No. 278

Time for change-sort of

I always tell myself that change is bad, unless it's like Madonna-esque and you make mega bucks, so for years i've tried to throw this thing out-the blog I mean. The button is always there, it says delete? And I always play with death-i'll point my little mouse to it and then I quickly think, no, I can't throw 7 years of my life away, even though I think it's the worst side of me. So, I change it instead. I'm still not happy about it. I wanted different colors, like I wanted a blue background against aqua font without those square things and just bullet points, but I can't figure it out, so it'll have to be like this for a sec or two.

I was reading this boy's blog, and a lot of times I come across these, i'm really rich blah blah blah, but I really liked how he said that he's a classless new moneyed bitch and it's so apparent to me that is, but most people would be like, who cares, eh's got money. He always talks about his driver and I mean he lives in an Asian country, therefore I think if you live an an Asian country, you never drive yourself unless you want to die, so yea, it's normal, but to other people, i'm sure they perceive him as like some really haute fabuleux superstar because he has a driver. Whatever.

Lately i've been really down and just stressed out. It's like words don't even do it for me. I just don't even know what to say, before I was filled with anger and now i'm just so desolete...