No. 282 So Lonely, I feel so Lonely

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I feel so lonely, oh so lonely, a la that song sung by those rappers that sound like chipmunks. I'm have a mini attack, I feel like at first I had a good chance of getting in, then I don't, then I do. Then i'm like if not I can go work. Whatever, just freaking out. I don't even know what to do. Furthermore, feeling lonely because I never have related to people. Like I get alone with people and they are my friends because we bring different things to the table, but I was reading somewhere and I realized that I never relate. I can't relate. I'm just lonely therefore of it. I've never met anyone like me. So sad, I know, and some people may say why are you trying to find someone like you and i'm saying, doesn't someone want to find someone they relate to....I don't know, so confused, went to SPK, ML, SF, so many places and I didn't get a rise out of them all...