Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Saturday, July 09, 2005

No. 279 Whose the Richest Man on the Earth?

So, today, i'm driving to the mall because I had a ton of stuff to get. Like, I actually had to get stuff, not just like I wonder around and saw this great lip gloss you know. So anyways, driving to the mall I see this porsche carrera, and i'm like ok whatever. Usually I don't even look at them that intense, but I think I was drawn to it because the top was down and these two pasty people were in it, specifically, a person who looked somewhat nerdy, low and behold, it's Mr. Microsoft himself, i'm just like, wow, the richest man on the earth must be coming back from lunch with his wife at like 2 something in the afternoon. They both looked good, the wife looks skinnier now, so it makes me think they are doing the carbless diet-but yea, and then the second thought was, at least he's driving the carrera and decided to upgrade from the boxster.

Bought some good stuff then splurged on a little makeup. Nar is now way expensive. Before when that orgasm blush which does not make me orgasm wasn't so hot and now it's like that phrase "that's hot bitch" everything of Nars is like, "we're haute and we can raise our prices." So I bought The Multiple, it's actually the first one I bought because I use to not really like those 3 in one things but I decided to have a run with it, and I got Maldives only because A. it's a pretty decent color B. A nice highlighter C. Cindy Crawford loves it D. I was recently searching through a blog and that person had some Nars stuff. I'm really easily swayed by other people. Furthermoe, while at the mall I sucumbed to Juicy Couture, there was this really cute bag, I always wanted a Juicy bag but never really pulled it together to get one, so it just so happened there was a cheap one for 100 bucks, not bad on sale you know, so I was like, WHAT THE HELL, i'll get it and it was in a decent color. But so, just wandering around and I swear this Asian couple was like staring at me, I hate why Asians have to stare at other Asians, I don't stare at Asians-that probably is why I am so isolated from Asians, but yes, they kept staring and i'm like, WHAT THE HELL? WHY WHY WHY? Furthermore, so they were wanting some bag or something and my mall didn't have it so they had to go to the ghetto mall to get it. Lord, i'd be like, do you want that bag so bad and if so why don't you just make them order it or get it for you, who likes to go to another store to get it.

Speaking of, isolation, I was watching this one video about how blacks feel isolated when they are the only blacks in an all white class. I just now realized that I too feel this way adn this feeling is just not be and how I feel about Asians, but in fact, other minority races feel this way. I felt somewhat happier that I wasn't suffering alone, but yet, I've never met an Asian with the same status as me. It's really sad. Well at least a girl besides my family. I've met a guy, but still not really the same status truthfully, everyone's kind of different. I mean, they're new money and really ghetto fab, i'm old money and ghetto fab on the downlow.Whatever, so hard to explain and so little time to live my life. I'm going to marvel at my shit I got today while I watch some Chinese tv.