Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

No. 280 Class Issues again

So i'm in class just thinking when is this over so I can go to Brookstone to get those locks for your luggage that only those airport people and I can open. Yes, there is such a thing, at least now it will keep me safer (I think) and peopl won't be rifling through my luggage. Yes, and I made the mistake of getting red, for me i'm thinking easy to spot, for them aka the criminals they're thinking an easy hit because it's RED. AHHHHH, but anyways, so all of a sudden, not all of a sudden, but we're reading about coded words in racial terms and there's this thing about how in the paragraph they refer to Newsweek and someone said that ti's a racially coded word because it means predominant white, then the teacher was like white... and the guy says white upper class and the teacher is like precisely. I'm thinking, upper class, Newsweek is upper class...that's why I don't get the class system and it still puzzles me. I get Newsweek, US news and Time all for free, but am I upper class. Furthermore, often times I guess I could gloat and be like I think i'm well off, but a part of me wants to suffer like those families who work 9-5 and then their parents take their kids out to dim sum on Saturday in Chinatown. That wasn't my family...sadly, and maybe i'd be more balanced if I had a sibling. At least my life wouldn't feel so isolated, maybe we could be isolated together. Isolated meaning that i'm not Asian enough, i'm not American enough, I'm not middle class enough, i'm not poor enough, i'm not rich enough, or maybe I am as some people point out that that's why they don' t like to hang out with me...sadness of my life, but more so sadness to this girl's life...

Anna Benson, the Mets pitcher's wife.

Reading trashy post, I know I know, but love the gossip, loves it. Anyways, so reading about it and she got throw out of the whatever and blah blah blah who cares, but she says that if the husband were to cheat on him, she would do everyone on the Mets and the groundkeepers. Whatever that means, but i'm like, ok, I hardly think your husband will be so hurt that you did every guy in the stadium or whatever, it'd more be like, u're a skanky lady. She's already semi skanky because she did go on Howard Stern and she's apparently FHM's hottest wife of sports or something, but yea, I highly doubt your husband would take you back if you did every guy in the stadium, no one wants used goods, especially if you've alread sampled.