No. whatever-this might not be an actual post.

So, few things.

Freaking out about Law school, but yet serenely calm, it's like, if I don't get in, I still have a BA and that will at least be better than having a HS degree right? I keep telling myself this. In addition, after watching that whole FX Supersize Me guy thing, very humbling and I tell myself, maybe I need a swift kick in the arse to get me even more motivated and seemingly "deserving" to become an attorney.

Second, so stressed out and finally cleaned my room. I mean, these college years have been really emotional for me. I did not have that normal experience of hitting up the parties Thurs-Sun and recovering on the weekdays. I didn't have those late night runs to 7-11 or what have you for a normal college kid. The only way I slummed it was that I shared a bathroom with 3 other girls, a house with 2 long haired cats-they are still cute and I forgive them (my lint roller was godsent), and I decided I could live on a 63-65 temp room, but was just fooling myself and turned the heat back to full blast at 68-72. Yea, so to my finer point, college has made me an old hag. Really, it's like i'm constantly tired, constantly cranky, constantly stressed. I take 3 tylenols for my headaches now when I use to take now. But of course, my mother fails to see this, even after an emotional breakdown like a year ago or something, she just says that the 3 tylenols aren't because i'm stressed out and constantly funneling it into my mouth, but it's because i'm fat, and maybe if I were skinnier I wouldn't have to take 3. Yes, mom, i'm trying to explain to you that life has been difficult for me, and she says, "no, life isn't difficult to you, you're just fat, that's why you need 3 tylenol." Thank you my parents, I appreciate it.