No. 261

Disregard No. 260...it was a sign of obvious shock and awe, and not the war kind.

Ok, so furthering my angst, my irateness, my innate ability to only talk and not heal, I have a few words that may lead to a few more...Ronald Reagan. Good man, helped end the Cold War, politics aside, he was a good guy deep down whatever ok, so obviously if he wasn't a bad guy keeping in mind it's hard to run a country and have everyone on your side constantly, he also died not of a peaceful death no, yet again, he dies, a horrible death, not from fear, but the slow decay of his body. WHY IS THAT? WHY DO GOOD PEOPLE HAVE TO SUFFER? I swear, I haven't met a dead man who was good and hasn't suffered, furthering my premonitions and ideals that they may not be a sufferless death. Nancy Reagan was strong, even though you could see her really frail and scary and what's with the old lady glasses? I was perplexed by that one for sure, I mean, first lady dresses snazzy, but then breaks out the giant red glasses, but regardless, she was strong and he suffered. They say he slept most of the time for a month before his death, I mean, Nancy is good though, she kept him out of the light of the world, she made it seem like nothing was going bad and everything was good, but then now...the suffering has ended for one and the suffering continues for many...