Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

No. 256

I figured why I like movies, or I refer to them as "chick flick" movies, but instead, I think I should call them, "feel good movies" because they do, it's so inspirational. Like for instance, Laws of Attraction-not a good movie, but makes you feel happy that if u're 50 and still don't have anyone, you still will have the possibility to find love. Just watched What A Girl Wants, Amanda is cute and the boy is hot, and what can I saw, that soundtrack was kind of moving. It's like the soundtrack of Win A Date with My Hottie, Josh is hot, and the soundtrack, it's so so cal LA, so Ugg boots, so Juicy Couture, so open top convo car, it's fab, literally. That part of American culture. That's why, sure sometimes so noveau white trash, but yet so good. It's like the episode of Will and Grace where Karen takes Grace to see a high end interior designer at Taco Bell eating burritos with her dog in the Louis Vuitton case, so trash, yet so true and there is nothing to be ashamed of. There's always a backlash to popular culture, and I mean, more power to them, but in a away, it is mass culture which will be on the verge to popular culture, and plus, being different isn't different at all because their's still a plurality. Whatever, screw English and the constant analysis of English, literature and what have you, let's for once just live. That's why I enjoy movies that don't make you think, I mean, we all think it's funny when Grace says she doesn't want to watch a movie with subtitles because it's her day off and she doesn't want to read, but it's so fucking true, like come on, who wants to constantly follow the movie via words when someone is so caught up reading the images?

Reflections

Going back to home makes my life so askew, it makes me feel so good. I don't if it's like a inferior complex to make me feel good or whatever, but I love going home. A place that had a belle vue I'd say and certainly both economically and socially immersed in popular culture. I love driving to places and only passing $50,000 and up cars, I love going to places where girls are considered "HOT" in LA trash gear (ie fake Uggs and not Juicy sweatsuits), I love the Jewish. God, there was this girl and you could totally tells he was played out and in a way yet stylish, like she got it, she got style of LA, but you knew she didn't live there. She had her flip flops with the kitten heel from what's the mainstream brand, this small Dior makeup case thing that somehow functioned as a purse, but to her, it totally made it work and happen, she then wore the clicher, the Mrs. Timberlake tank from Intuition, god that was it, then she paired it with a very UO track jacket, it was in the sense, the taste of LA trash in suburbia life, and she owned it, literally.