No. 257

It's been 257 posts man, that's a lot when I first started at one. I feel like nothing today, totally blah, like if someone was like, let's have sex, i'd be like i'm too pooped out. I have no energy and i'm just so tired. I really don't have anything to say, but well I do, everyone has something to say and I just had that momentary relapse of not knowing WHAT to say, not HAVING NOTHING to say.

For instance, you know there are some people that you'll never be comfortable with. Like, you're not on the edge of your seat, but you're just kind of always aware they are there, like they're sharing your same air. Some people no, it's like you don't know them, yet you feel this safeness with them. So, there's this guy in my English class. We've always managed to sit by each other. It's not like he stalks me or I stalk him, but he'll always have questions and he'll just ask me and we'll just chit chat. I don't know his name, i'm not sure he knows mine, but together, we seem so comfortable, but this guy is old, like he's not 20 or 21, he could be as old as 25. He's like one of those men, not boys, that works their ass off to get money, blah blah blah saves their family whatever, then in the end decides they should go to school. That's what he reminds me of, like he'd take care of his younger sister a la Troy from Apprentice then maybe decide to go to school, but not as old as Troy, but it's weird how people go through life. I mean, I don' t know him, we have this comfortableness about each other, yet I mean, after this class, we see each other we'll say hi, but that's it, I mean what else is there right? Of course there's always something more, but it's strange how no one pursues it, like I don't even think about it, until today when I was thinking it's the billionth time that i've talked to this dude and don't know his name, also I realized he has some great shoes on that really complemented the jeans. ... ( I don't know what to make of it...not the clothes...the situation)

Saw New York Minute

Went to a private special screening-free why not right, so yea, it was cute, it was funny, Eugene was funny, the clothes sorta-sometimes I think they were serious, but it was so corny I had to laugh type thing, also made me really want to get that grunge style with that semi curly hair a la one twin and that damnly nice organizer of the other twin. Through the whole movie, I was still thinking-which one is which. Jack Osbourne makes a cameo, also BOB SAGET, my god, but it was forever, too long of a shot, but it was great, and also a small nod to TRL. It was cute, I might consider buying in on DVD and that kid from Gilmore Girls is on it, the boyfriend that got married to some random girl. Oh yea, made a night of it, had dinner too-it was ok sorta, over sauced, the alfredo that was, but it was good, and garlic fries-yea never get them, it ain't worth 5 bucks- and i'm not cheap. No garlic what so ever, and the fries were huge, like let me just eat the whole potato instead of have like 1/36 of a potato.