Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Thursday, May 20, 2004

No. 259

Ungratefulness...

So it's like whenever I talk to my family, either I get over excited, overly saddened, or overly mad and angry- mostly it's all at once.

People are ungrateful, it's sad and it's true, and it's prevalent in our family. It's like money has made everyone either horders or either hermits. So yea, like money is the sole reason something happens. So for instance, you kill a policemen with your BMW, it wasn't because you were drag racing, it was because you as a kid who was like 20 was driving a BMW. Give me a break. It's like people don't have to give you shit, ever, but when they get it, they think it's suppose to happen, like handouts are what's suppose to happen. Whatever, no one has to give you anything, has to say shit to you, but when they do, it's like it's suppose to happen. Give me a fucking break you all ungrateful people. That's not my problem with ungratefulness or the fact that people get stuff, i.e. celebrities and all that free shit they get when they can afford to buy out the whole store. It's the fact that they think they deserve it, earned it, have the right to it, and act like it, that whole pretentious aire, so debonair, that's it, that's why, not that if I got a handout, i'd kiss someone's shoe, but at least i'd have a the decency, no matter if it was like half a stick of gum or like a 1,000 wad of cash, i'd still say thank you with the same genuine and equal amount of thanks. Maybe that's me?!? I'm beyond grateful, i'm blessed by my fate and I don't ever take it for granted.