No. 203

I can't fathom this thought, I can, and it's kind of presses me, as in all the different functions of presses.

I was at this Piano recital and I looked at the list of composers. Robert Schumann loved from 1810-1856. I ask the question why people want to live that long, or why in fact, myself would love to life longer then that. I mean, our average life span now is like 60 70 everyone lives really old right, but why would you want to, or why would I myself want to. I have nothing to live for, i'm not going to change lives and yes, in that small way, but it's not ground breaking, so why? What is there for me to do. My life is repetitive and I love it, so there is nothing, but why do I choose to live for so long or why do I live my life that way? I do not know, questions left unanswered.

Jin

I'm listening to underground rap and r & b, i'm getting into this whole thing of underground dance and everything, before it was TRL, then into VH1, and now, it's underground...weird how life revolves.