Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, September 24, 2002

No. 199

Three topics: Nick and Justin, UW, and something I forgot that might come back.

Ok, Nick and Justin.

While watching the whole making of the vid, I just don't get it. I mean as a group they were the hotties, now, they're just mediocre. I can't get past the whole punk rock I just wannabe me, but I still sing like a pre-teen boy. Seriously, I mean, if you're a man, sing like one or at least don't sing like a girl. I mean, some notes, I can't even hit, especially in Justin's song. Oh, and the whole "Help Me" and Nick always reminds me of when he got busted by the cops. It just weird. Justin's fine, I really don't think about him being ex with Britney, but it's the voice paired with the punk rock wannabe. You all know they don't live that lifestyle or do they...

UW

I'm trying to get my affairs together, but I can't. Seriously, I haven't packed and i'm moving in on Thursday. I don't want to leave sorta. Maybe because i'm afraid of the unknown. Before it was bomb, I was going to walk on that Cherry Blossom lane to school every day and blah blah blah in my UW sweats blah blah blah. Now, i'm thinking why do I have to go. I talked to my roommate. She's really cool and we talked for 40 minutes none stop, so I think we should be ok right? I mean, if you didn't get alone with her, you wouldn't talk for 40 minutes. BUT, my affairs, what am I going to do. I need to get it together, but I can't. Oh, and ecampus and I don't have a good relationship. I bought books from them on the 10, it's the 24. I'm getting kind of antsy. BN.com is great, reccomend it, fast packers and man they ship fast and free. Have to go, i'm going to rest my hoyting self and then go try to be productive.

Oh Hoyt?

I personally think Hoyt ain't a bad name. My cousin seems to be appalled. I think it's great. Whatever, we'll when people get tired, they oh oute right, I say hoyt. It's funny, whatever.