No. 197

Missing from the blogger scene. Ok, so I just had this though, what if I didn't archive my blogs. I mean, then it would really mean that these thoughts of mine are just fleeting things I type and click and publish right? I'll be thinking about that...

Ok, so yes, i'm forced to address 9/11.

I mean, I didn't want to, I knew it happened, people mourned blah blah blah. It doesn't mean I don't have respect and all that jazz for the people who died and got stuck in the crumbling ruins of the twin towers. It's just the fact that I had to watch TV and could not watch a damn thing with out 9/11 and was forced into the exile of the Family Channel and BET with Cita's World. It was great, and you know what, whatever happened to MARIAH CAREY? I mean, she could belt out some great 9/11 tribute, reap the bucks and be happy and get into the scene again after her much awaited and badly taken Glitter. Seriously? I would love to hear her, it's just that her voice is so clear and strong, just like Whitney's, but she just doesn't sweat it up. Same here with Whitney, why doesn't she do anything, she did that "What's Going On Song?" but that wasn't really it, since 20 something artists were singing on it. I mean, we saw her with the coke, the sickly body on that Michael Jackson thing, and where's Bobby Brown, not the make artist, but Whitney's significant other, is he significant anymore? Yea, so where are the greats, oh and I was watching this Elton John thing, he's quite sexy you know, even though he does have a partner. I don't get it, it's like i'm getting older right, everyone's listening past rap and into this whole dance/techno thing and for some reason I find Frank Sintra quite nice, I mean seriously, unforgettable and the whole lot of classics are quite great. I want a cd of those, but I don't even know the names, and jazz, yes, it's quite nice, I know, what's wrong with me? Oh yea, and I cried for Princess Diana, but I couldn't cry for 9/11. I just couldn't, I almost broke down, but that wasn't for 9/11 terrorism and the whole lot, it was for the fact that the lady was so overcome with grief...or whatever emotion that made her cry.

Ok, my outing after Thai was to go eat a Mexi meal.

Yes, the original crew, Ali, Bee, and Tae and of course me. Tae almost ruined my J.Crew sandal because he dropped something on his shirt and proceeded to chunk it at me. Was not amused. Oh, and in Kirkland where we were, he proceed to almost mow over a few pedestrians, it was kind of funny, because when most people see lights on the walkway, they spot, he speeds up. Oh yea, and we were in the big ass Jeep so it probably made a seem like asses or something. Oh yea, and then afterwards he proceed to take his hands off the wheel and wave them like a little girl saying at the same time "i'm sorry." I doubt they heard him over the dance/techno esque music. Mexi was great, some cute dogs, no cute boys. It's always like that right?

It is so hott and i've been so busy.

Vanny. For all of those who don't know, that's Vancouver British Colombia. Yes, i'm going there tomorrow. I know, and guess what, i've been so busy, I haven't even packed. I know, i'm so odd. Normally I pack or prep like four days a head, right now it's 6:25, and i'm sitting here typing up this thing. I also got my books, i've got them all at great internet prices, but one, which is sold out, so I'm going to have to scramble when I get back and I have to pick up some packet thing from a "copy center." Oh, I GOT MY LAPTOP TOO. Well, it's being built by Dell right now. "It's hella bomb." I took that quote from Tae and Bee themselves, i'm trying to summerse myself into the homie-gness of being Thai, yes and I do enjoy Thai Ice Tea. OK, so I go tthe 4150 lap top and you have to order it with extras like a floppy disk, I mean, I thought everything came with a floppy disk, then I had to get that whole CD-RW/DVD combo thing, and of course a Zip Drive because I can't live without them. When I get the laptop, i'll be truly Carrie in SATC though I am Charlotte, but I mean, I have the laptop, i'll grab some gloss and a hair tie and i'll be Carrie, no wait, Carrie doesn't use hair ties, she does that knotty thing or whatever and some how it stays, well I have straight hair, so that doesn't work. Yes, i'm going to see Dawno, my cousin, real name Dawn, the freakish one. I feel sentimental though, it's the last time i'll see her this whole year. She's going to Scotland of all trendy places to study abroad, I mean, she wants to be in a fashion magazine, what, is the new kilt for this season out yet? I mean, what is there in Scotland, I don't know, she'll tell me. Hopefully we'll keep in touch. We're doing it ghetto style by writing instead of e-mailing. Note to self, never watch that much BET again. Let's get proper again. It is so hot today, I took a 4 hour nap because I couldn't stand the heat. It was getting to me. Oh, and I got a DUCKY ROBE, it's so cute, it's from that all fab designer that was all the rage years back called Nick and Nora. It is cute, but there's a duck on my butt, it's kind of funny, but I think it's cute. OOOH, dinner. Might update again, probably not, up in Vanny, oh and as for all those bad things that goes down in Hawaii just might occur again, sans boys though, i'm really not into Canadians like that, they need to look less sickly first, sorry to all the offenders, but I only know the sickly ones. No, I take it back, I know one hottie, but he's taken.