No. 308 Sudden Fear

All of a sudden I got this really big fear of failing...

People ask me why i'm at this job. I say, well it's transition period and I am "thinking about going to law school" when in reality I have very clear set plans and using this current job as a catalyst to achieve my dreams-or at least I am thinking and mean that, though if it even happens, then god help me. I don't know, college hasn't taught me a lot. I didn't find god, or any hard partying ways, instead, I found a closet full of clothes and the ability to straight iron hair like no other due to my internet research/stalking skills of everyone and everything. I just hope my future plans out to what it is suppose to be, or else I will have issues, especially since I know this girl and she totally got into a school I wanted to get into-technically not as much, but if it was my only school I got into, i'd take it either way, not my first choice, but whatever, i'd still do it. Freaking out and will go to sleep hopefully calmer, and if not, then shoot me-so much to do, mani, pedi, tanning-ugh...