No. 270

Ok, so it seems like everytime I come back to blogger, it has changed. I don't even know when my last post was, I just flip to my site to make sure a. it was there, b. what no am I on.

Ok, while watching manhunt-I don't know, masculine feminine boys-not sure what to make, besides really intrigued and mega electrificied by hottie whose plays not being a model, but is, and he looks exactly like the other guy-yea, I don't know there names, but what's the point anyways...so

Arafat, America's Top Model, What's Been Going On?, Bush, Jessica and Nick, and whatever else I think about.

Arafat, ok, so he's nice or he's mean I don't know, not my generation and not me to judge cuz it don't affect me. Few things that stand out, Bush doesn't meet with him-I get how maybe you don't agree with that person-but I mean, like I don't really like Avril Lavigne that much, but I'd go and meet with her and see what she has to say isntead of turn her down you know, and i'd also tell her that who skater boi thing has happened to me and i'd say it in the same way she sings in in the song-I forget how but when I did before-everyone including me peed my pants. Also, yes, maybe dying is private and he doesn't want to tell the people who much he's suffering or maybe he can't because he can't even function people. Everyone's all irate because they don't know how he died and all the details, but i'm like, ok, one thing to celebrate happy things and post them all over the world, but another, when YOU'RE DYING. Also, I don't want people to come to my bed and either curse me for being mean or praise me for being good, come on, it's all about privacy. I mean, I saw the wife-kind of gold diggish, but you know what, if you have to sit for 14 days while your husband dies-I have nothing to say for that, that pain alone cannot express words, not only is someone close to you dying-but it's like a part of you has died-sorry to sound cliche, but maybe you'll experience it one days and if you don't, damn you are lucky. It's like when I hear of people's mom or dad dying and they themselves are like in their 40-50s, i'm like damn you're lucky, sorry they're dead, but you've gotten like 40-50 years with them man, i'm 20 and in constant fear of aging parents going to you know, and I mean, yea...which also brings me to the whole thing about when you're happy you poop lots, which clearly is another example I wasn't happy when in reality last year or so, i'd only go to the bathroom like 3 times a week, yea sad, minus sleeping, and retinol really doesn't help-you just trick yourself, just like St. John's Wort-well unless you take like 3 of those suckers-and i'm not sure you'll suppose to overdose on vitamins. I also take this multivitamin thing with performance-not viagra people, and I mean the only reason I take it, is so I can get good skin and more energy, like I care about saving my heart and stuff-people who take stuff to do that, i'm like you're going to die sooner or later, I just want to die when the time comes. Also, Arafat is into that whole we can't unplug you until you dead cuz you can't take me off of the machine cuz it's killing someone, so, he dies right, but there's this thing, they can choose to save you once the machine fails, but they do everything to do this no matter how much it hurts and they just jam things into you to make you function again, but I don't think they did that, cuz he was bleeding in the head-I mean, come on people, so yea, as for the machine whatever-I wouldn't unplug either, but I mean, I wouldn't keep on jamming stuff in when I knew it was hopeless.

America's Top Model

So, Tyra is on top? VH1 seems to think so, great, and whatever happened to her singing career-seriously thought it could have taken off if she went the club way. Also, Jin da MC, tried to get his LP at Target-didn't happen. Also Brit's new thing, serious computer imaging going on there and 3 songs-not sure it's worth it, but Joss Stone-wanna get it, when it's 9.99. Also, when Ja Rule is back, where's Mr. I Got Shot Nine Times, right half a dollar, where is he? Just a wondering?

Bush

So he wins, I live in a liberal state, weird, it really is, not that I support Bush or Kerry-imparial but do love those tax cuts Bush, but I mean, I look at young America and speak to them and they geniunely agree that they thought Kerry would win-like how do they thing this, and I mean they study political science. I mean, the power of persuasion and the ability to latch onto someone is amazing, and yea, how sad is it taht Edwards wife has Cancer, well, at least now they can you know, cope together. I'm not going into this whole Bush/Kerry thing cuz you know what, it ain't worth it and i've heard it a million times.

Jessica and Nick

Would he cheat, I don't know, there's some sort of bond. A. Nick gets too personal and can't say no to certain people. B. Tabloids need new stuff, cuz Mary Kate eating is not any fun. C. Really happening, Jess is a hot girl, but you know what, guys are weird, they need to sample it all-that's why they love buffets and anything with the word "sampler" on it.

What's Been Going On?

Feel oddly balanced, really, happy at my new school house. My rents house, room a mess, don't even want to deal, still have tons of clothes, meaning to get rid of, not happening, magazines being read-not happening. nothing is happening except eating and watching tv and even though I sometimes do break it out-reading on Sunday. Also, what is going on with America's youth-kids at the university library on a sunday at like 6. First off, why are you at the library? second, if you drove, why aren't you going home and having a calming dinner and night. Third, if you drive a lexus, shouldn't your house be really nice anyways, so why study in the ugly undergrad library. Yea, never understood it, I mean me, I don't ever touch foot in the library ever except to check email between classes now and I mean I only did it at the dorms cuz a. needed to get out, b. thought it was cool-but never on a sunday-who does that seriously. I did find where they keep the magazines though-so that's exciting. Also did lots of random shopping-I don't know, I feel a balance when on paper it doesn't quite look it-but strike that right.

Laguna Beach

Oh lord, am i like obsessed with this show. There's this one girl that reminds me of this one girl. It's so weird, I keep watching it and I can't stop, and I mean, i'll get up to watch it if I know it will be on in the morning-I'm mega weird, don't ask me, but mega intrigued. Stephen-hot not that hot. Trey is hot, and Talan aka hot. Also, ok, Gilmore Girls has a new Hottie as One Tree Hill has a new hottie-what is going on people. Also, The OC is back, so really dramatic, can't help to laugh when she starts drinking at 10 AM and does that whole tantrum and pool furniture into the water thing-hilarious as momma just looks on. Also, ipod...

Ipods are so prevalent, which makes me break down and want to get the 20GB. Feeling it-mega hot, loves it, but still unsure, like I want it so I can get accessories-like the LV IPOD case, how hot is that, speaking of Snoop Dogg and Pharrell's Drop It Like It's Hot, is hot, and Ashanti's new song-odd and what's with the whole hair tossing in video-just got the last part of it, weird, like 6 girls doing that girl up and down that, instant headache for you girls.

Not sure what to say, have maybe more, but can't think of any, but will focus on manhunt hotties now okayyyyyyyy.