Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Sunday, January 11, 2004

No. 243

Ok, so a proper blog. So many things on my mind, such as howl to live life, fake Louis Vuittons, and a new born again love for 43 year old Andy Lau.

Ok, so first off, there's not class that tells you how u're suppose to live life? Isn't there Life 101, no, there isn't, or Life for dummies? It's like, what the fuck do I do?

Fake Louis Vuittons, they're everywhere and it pained me to see them EVERYWHERE IN SF. It was saddening, and then I read this quote from Marc Jacobs saying it actually flatters him, yea it does, it's cool, but as a person-wouldn't you want the best, not just some crap from Chinatown or Canal street? It's like, what's your idea of the best or your goal? So, fake handbag sporters are lowing their ideals? What does that say about a person?

Ok, so I spent the last weekend watching Cantonese movies. For some reason, I find something about them, something intriguing that makes me keep watching. Don't ask, and I find a new love for Andy Lau who is 43 and dear buddha I use to do that whole Andy, Aaron and Leon thing, and thinking about it, it's so weird, I don't live in Hong Kong right, but I've seen Leon and Andy both in person and don't really care much for Aaron. Also, come to think about it, watching these Hong Kong movie things, I realize that most places only have like one bathroom to 3 bedrooms or something right, but I realized that the place we use to own had 3 bathrooms and only 3 bedrooms and a maidsquarters-she got her own bathroom-and she deserved it. She use to get my socks real white and even iron my underwear. I know it's weird, that's what I thought-but it was so nice. So, my new love for cantonese movies and soaps a like. I love them, I suddenly feel so Chinese, so back into my roots, I love it!