No. 217

Song: Busta and Mariah knows what we need
Magazine: the past 3 InStyles just chillin'

Ok, so what's wrong with me?

Last week, socialized like hell, and um, it got in the way of thing what I think is highly overrated, but I still do it anyways, studying. So, almost had to do homework on the weekend, actually had to, did a paper on Sunday. It was hell, but I got through it. I hate doing homework on the weekends, I try not to, actually, it's only been the second weekend where I've had to do this the whole school year. I guess it's not that bad...

Another thing, i'm out of my routine. I don't do my daily internet thing, I do read my magazines, i've got the whole set of Vogue, Travel and Leisure, and a Vanity Fair to all go over. I use to even have time to do a quick check over my dad's Art News and Car and Driver. What's wrong with me? I dno't even have time to go watch my shows, yea, that's really reaching it. And i'm so confused, my mom says that we're getting Direct TV, but we have cable and blah blah it just does not make sense, i'll just wait for the guy to come, install and hand over the manual and see what's the deal? Oh, and as for Direct TV, well apparently my mom wants the 4 Chinese speaking channels, besides the fact that only 1 is in Cantonese all the time. Yes, I don't quite understand, and if I have to watch Chinese Pop all the time, i'm not sure what I will do, and if my mom does not make me dinner because she's watching her "chinese soap operas." Oh, let's say the Chinese Mafia will be coming.

Oh, and so this week i've been doing well class wise blah blah besides two horrific stories. One, in my section, some guy, picks on these poor people all the time about their views, just some randomly kind of mid age balding man in class. It's so annoying. I'd just want to tell the dude and he's not always right, everyone has opinions, but I swear, he tries to force opinions on people, what is up with that, and in this threatening way, I can see it, in his gestures and his eyes. I hate it. Ok, so as for unabomber man, another class. I have to do this peer review thing with him, totally unforgiving about my shit paper, I mean, I tried, but he was totally degrading, i'm sorry that he can't rock the captalist shit like I do and what I represent, god, seriously, I think he has a serious problem about the whole society he lives in, seriously! That's why no one sits by him now, and since me and my friend moved away, he's all by his lonesome. For some reason, whenever I'm in that class, all I wanna do is rock the bling and throw out the chicness that I know I am. I hate being provoked. Also, some guy, sits by me in class or by me all the time in a lecture hall of a lot of people, can't stop moving, seriously, I want to tell the boy to stop moving. God, and I saw another boy in another class moving his legs under his desk, usually fine, but it was a workout for him because he was going at such a high speed. Didn't really enjoy all these instances.

My in thing is Vin Diesel. I watched XxX at my friend's house after her b-day. One thing, I never realized he was that hot and he's kind of old, well i'm 19, he's 35, it's a Harrison Ford Calista thing, but besides the fact that Vin is hot. I find myself searching for pictures of him, and I realize this man is totally unexposed. Never a random pic, no stalkers watching him and taking random pics, I always love those too. So yea, hopefully this phase of Vin hotness will go away, because he's 35, i'll never have him no matter what I think, and in reality, the only reason I like him is because he has that je ne sais quoi about him, that's it, and he's hot. I personally don't think he's a great actor etc or what, but I mean, basically, he's just aesthically pleasing, that's all I gotsa say.

OK, another what's wrong with me moment?

I haven't gone shopping in a month or so. Yes, I know, so shocking, I mean, I at least comb the racks ot check out some bargains etc, but no, I have had no time, and I think the only way I will squeeze it in is if I do lunch with my mom at the Square. OH, and speaking of socializing, dad is doing lunch with some people other then me on Friday. Quelle surprise?

I also reason that I can be so damn chic if I had my complete wardrobe with me instead of having it at two separate locales. I also realize that if I try, I can make the best of it, I also know that if it didn't rain as much, I would be more brave with my clothing options. I also realize, that college takes up all your time, as in I don't feel the need to call my parents and I don't seem to have the time to blow dry my hair and actually put moisturizer on my face. And i'm sitting here blogging when I could be moisturizing, but i'm not.

Oh, my new love, it's the razor scooter. Apparently they're out, but I think they're hot. I scoot around in my cluster, and one thing, hard to do it on carpet, so I can't do it in the hallway. I think I might take it onto the trail one day, i'm just paralyzed with fear that I will fall off. Anyways, am going to do some other shit and go to bed. Because I'm yet again tired, regardless of the caffeine I had, although I didn't have any today, which is shocking, because i'm addicted now. I actually like my coffee black, I know, so surprising, I thought I could only do mochas, i'm wrong....I guess I was wrong about myself...or maybe it's a phase...