Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, April 01, 2003

No. 213

Ok, over spring break,had a relevation, maybe I should quit this whole blog thing, because apparently it was a closed chapter in my life, but then, I can't remember why it's closed. Obviously it wasn't that important and it must have been some ramble while I was almost passing out on the bed.

Reading books for fun, exercising, studying, after two quarters in college, I finally am in the zone, I finally got it together. Oh, and I think i'm going to write a screenplay. I mean, I have to give it up to the books, love them, just like I love Ms. Dynamite, but I realized that movies are so much more visual, so much more compelling-when done right, not the perverbial guy see's girl, guy loves girl, guy and girl together forever. I realized the music in movies really compell me, it's something that is so crucial to the movie, it makes or breaks the movie, to me at least. I think it's my senses, I never realized how much music means to me until I come to college. I've got 60 watt computer speakers alone, I think that says a lot about me when i'm all about the cheapness, not being ghetto fabulous.