No. 210

Ok, so I ask myself why I feel so lonely, why? This is my week, Hang out with Alison on Monday, and Tuesday, and will be on Thursday. Chill every Wednesday with Serena. Always have clustermates all up in my crib (hahaha, my small dorm room). Oh, that was funny. Go home Friday, veg, chill, fall asleep by 10. Chill with friends on like every second weekend. Why do I still feel lonely? And Hello, usually, i'm like, Valentine's, yea whatever, remotely interested, i'm really feeling lonely here people? So, I mean, obviously friend wise, i've been hanging out more with other people and am totally cruising that factor, guy wise-in a way, i'd need one of those, only on Monday type boys because I simply don't have time for you, but I mean, I don't know, it's like as some famous rockstar says, "you can feel so alone when you are in a room full of people." This is also besides the fact that I know my people. So yea.... just weird, and it's not like i'm lonely in class because I have two classes I have friends with and one I don't, it's a good balance. I think it's at night watching all those reality TV hook up let's get it on shows that i'm like, "Skylar, you don't do it for me."