Oh. P.S. Thank you to my "greatest fan." It's very uplifting, because I don't take anything bad very well. I dwell, which leads to some of the reasons why I think i'm depressed. Another subject for another time. I mean, confrontations, I just don't know what to say. Partly it has to do with the whole deal that being a women, being chinese, and being young, you're not suppose to say anything, you sit there and just sit, I mean, there's not jerry springer I fend for myself let me open the door, there's no me when you're chinese, there's only your family, and how you should look out for them. That's why these things are truly ramblings, maybe it's a good thing and maybe it's a bad thing. I mean, I wanted to be recognized by someone, but i never realized to be recognized, the person had to say who they where. Duh? I'm stupid!