Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Thursday, March 21, 2002

No. 121

I am mean, oh so mean, ohhhhhhhhhhhhh I am a meannnnnnnnnnnnnnny.

Yes, i'm become a bitch overnight. I don't know why, it's not like lack of sleep or lack of food or lack of feeling skinny or anything like that. Today, I just decided or my hormones did, that I should be mean. Yes, so today, I ventured out into the world the second I put my foot down on the left side of my bed on the way to the washroom, that I was going to be mean. Actually it just kind of happened, it seemed today that many people are very weak and of course, I took advantage of that. I didn't mean to take advantage of them, but come on, when it's that easy, do I need to say more? Anyways, after feeling bitter, remorse, and totally utterly mean, I ventured towards the light in the tunnel. My workout at the gym. I really enjoy working out sometimes, sometimes it's a total slave to work out, yet sometimes it's totally enjoyable.

Pissing me off.

There are things and people that piss me off. It's rather sad that I let these things affect me, but I do. So here's the list: Jennie-O, Dictionary Man, Dionne, Alison, Mom, and Aunt no. 3. This are just the people. Normally, only about Dictonary Man and Jennie-O would annoy me, but now it's a whole lot. I know i'm horrible.

Manicured Nails in SILVER?

Yes, I've never seen it, but I gotta say, I don't hate it. So, saw this girl, Serena, my Canadian friend had silver tips. They were quite nice, not to mention she said that was easier to apply than white nail polish. It makes sense, since white is pastel and pastels are always hard to apply. TANGENT: Finished Confederancy of Dunces. It was decent. TANGENT: What's with fatties in short shirts and tight ass pants that show they're rolls? Ok, so i'm fat, but since I am, I make sure not to show it you know, I don't go around wearing "hottie" shirts and these shirts that when you just live you're hand the smidge of an inch, you see the rolls, not only the rolls, but the waist line where the girl tried to fit her size 16 ass into a size 12. It's simply horrid, not to mention impossible. There are marks everywhere and it makes the rolls even worst, they think that they can maybe eliminate the second stomach if they get a smaller size hence pressing it back in, but the rolls coming out of the first stomach region is simply atrocious. I know better never to wear any shirt that says, "shorty" or "hottie" or even pants that they that now. It's just so wrong, i've actually never seen anyone wear the pants, but I did see them at JC Penney on the way to the parklot, they were quite shocking.

Off to study for the Law of Sines and Law of Cosines test. I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL! (20 times)