Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Wednesday, March 20, 2002

No. 120

I have things to say...::bow down and listen intently::

I've cut my nails, so it's not totally strenuous to type now. I have to say, having long nails really makes them weaker, therefore are prone to breakage. The snow is kinda stopping and kinda going...

TRL

I actually watched a whole segment of TRL. Ok, it's quite interesting, they have some new things are that keep you in tuned. Also, I had no idea that dance is so popular. Kylie was number one today for all you that really care. I also saw this commerical for Dashboard Confessional, they don't seem bad. I've been reading superior's lj, so she always talks about it. Ok, so i've come to the conclusion that people who often talk about how much things costs, are posers in terms of how they just throw it out there. People who talk about it realistically have common sense. Also, I realized that Incubus is really not that bad, i'm totally digging some of their songs. I also realized that i'm really slow to getting on the "bandwagon." I usually like artists and fashions after they have come out for a bit. I know, it's totally not fashion forward, i'm trying to change it though, hence my wardrobe, i'm revamping it to have the "bohemian," "western," and "chic white/black" themes. Yes, i'm going to try harder. I'm going to moisturze, i'm going to actually figure out what i'm going to wear before I get up the next day, so it doesn't seem like i've just pulled on whatever was on the first hanger I saw. Yes, my look is still decent, but i've realized I don't wanna look "Bellevue" anymore, it's not that i'm not conforming or i'm anticonformist, but I wanna make me stand out, that's why i've chosen a wide range of accessories. Yes, accessories are expensive, but I feel that they can truly make or break an outfit. My lastest inflatuation, big pave diamond rings, I really enjoy them, it's the whole P. Diddy Puff Daddy Diddles Ghetto Fabulous Street Chic Jay-Z Welcome Back to Atlanta Ja Rule type of deal. I really enjoy it, yes I do think that Fat Joe's "TS" necklace is a bit abrasive, but I definitely like the ring that Sharon Osbourne sports on the show, "The Osbournes." I like the big clusters of diamonds in a ovalish setting. You know, I really hope I can make it as a lawyer, or i'll become one of those Shopaholic Freaks. I've realized that my taste is totally heighten. Also, I secretly wish to go to New York to buy all the designers, but you see, I realized that you can't get good deals unless you live there and watch for sample sales and sales throughout the year at the major designer houses along with the upscale department stores. Our upscale department store is Nordies, and I gotta say, even the flagship store sucks. I just don't get the Seattlites, do they really enjoy birkenstocks and shorts during the winter time too? What's with this whole REI business? Oh, and everyone is anti-Britney too. Maybe it's my generation or something, I don't really thing Brit's the greatest singer, but you gotta give her props for some of her outfits, "so fresh and so clean." Anyways, oh yea, "I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WILL NOT GO TO BELLEVUE SQUARE THIS WEEKEND." I PROMISE I PROMISE. I can do it, I can do it, Just keep telling myself. Seriously, what's wrong with me. It's not like I have to "get a life," because I have one I hope you know. I have great well rounded hobbies and activities that keep my busy, but just the look of white in some store window brings tears to my eyes (no, not really, it sometimes makes me hyperventilate.)