Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Wednesday, March 13, 2002

No. 113

Forgive me for not blogging on such a normal nite. I had to go to this National Honor Society Initation. Everyone makes a big deal of saying NATIONAL, but all the time, i've always put Honor Society on all my applications and stuff like that.

This dawned on me just like lighting hits others.

So, I realize that my views on one thing are totally fucked up. Seriously, so I have this whole theory/belief that where you are is because of you're own stupidity/choices type of deal. I mean, yea, I guess it's true, but I realized that America is the land of opportunity where people working at Wendy's become CEOs of Coporate America, it doesn't happen easily, but it happens right? I totally phased that out of my mind. I mean, when I look at some girl at some store being a sale attendant, and she's totally horrible at it, i'm thinking she'll never do any better, we need her to be there or we wouldn't have a working class, her own stupidity has only gotten her this far yada yada yada. What if there is fate, what if Warren Buffett took her in as some sex slave than when he died bequeated a good 25 million to her and with that she started her own call girl agency. Obviously, chances of that happen is really slim to nothing at all, but I mean, hey it could happen right?

Borders here I come.

So, I just found out that the Confessions of a Shopaholic by Sophia Kinsella also has OTHER BOOKS, RE: OTHER BOOKS, so now I'm gonna go and get the OTHER BOOKS, along with the much anticiated Sex and the City. I've been meaning to get that thing for so long, but I haven't. I'm frugal, I don't want to pay full price, I got a gift certificate from Jennie-O so I'm good.

Swimming is quite nice, when you're not thinking about inhaling chlorinated water.

Yes, it's one of my fears, all of a sudden I'm swimming and i've just instead of breathing out, i've breathed in. That's the reason why I can never think or muli-task in my brain while swimming. It's definitely carefree, unlike cycling or something when i'm trying to muli-task and see what needs to be done.

Thoughts about Confederancy of Dunces

I've been reading that Confederancy of Dunces. It's quite an odd book, i've come to think how people can be so heartless. This character scorns his mother each day while she put him through every school including graduate school, not to mention that it was set in some time where money was scarce. Yes, I don't understand why? This book is so odd, the main character is what society literally deems as a fuck-up.

I don't have lots to say anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have to go study for a Sherb test (history). I also found out that our use to be senator, Slate Gordon lives in Clyde Hill...interesting.