Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Friday, March 15, 2002

No. 114

I'm just not in the blogging mood anymore. Not to mention that my fingernails are being quite manicured therefore hindering me of blogging without immense pressure on my nails.

Just watched two movies today. Leap of Faith and Blow Dry. Both well done movies.

Miss AP Classer, Honor Society Prominent Person, and Starwars Fanatic who can do the whole, "Luc I am you're father" ordeal is going to meet on a sunday at the library at one o'clock because they're a bunch of slackers that can't do their work IN class. So, what I hear about AP classes are that ALL the people are motivated, what the fuck is this than, tea party on sunday. The group is totally unstructured unorganized and I have to yell at them every second and move them along so we could get the thing together. I HATE THIS, seriously, not to mention that in "normal" classses, we actually have fun, while in AP we look like we're doing stuff, but technically aren't.

There was this quote from "My Ishmael" in which the character says that school is completely irrevelant and is used as a grace period until we get jobs. I thought that was really great that not only someone thought about it, but they actually formulated and added it to the book. Some people just aren't the learning type and you know how people enjoy college by means of both what they're study and the whole social life, hence WHAT THEY ARE STUDYING. That's why people like it and that's why everyone has horror stories in high school, which was lead by all the pent up anger the people had for the subjects that was lacklustre. Hey, it makes sense, high school kids hate it because they don't get what they want, college kids love it because they actually get to do stuff they want. That may be the true reason and possibly the only believeable reason why people always say well why was a so miserable in high school yada yada yada.

Just a thought.

Off to bed. Not tired, but feel energized to get to gym early tomorrow, I feel fat, actually I know i'm fat, so it's time to sweat it out then be exhausted the whole day...oh yea, no school..professional day...I love it!