No. 115

I Orgasmed yet again, although it wasn't quite natural, it was brought on quite a bit, like when you use KY Jelly or whatever.

Ok, went and got some great deals today. Yes, the big "o" is by means of clothes. I also got this book i've always wanted for like a buck off. Quite nice, it is the Shopaholic's version 2. I figured that i like Bridget Jone's diary, but the movie was a turn off, the reason being is Bridget it fat in the movie, but I don't think she's that fat in the book, not to mention, Renee Whatsherface doesn't make a good Bridget. I got this nice hawaiiequse shirt along with this bitchin' khaki bag for the summer, not to mention those feet things when you go swimming.

Converstions

I've never though I could share my views with people, especially my mother. Over Hong Kong Style Tea, we had a great conversation about people in the city and out in rural areas. Throughly enlightened, not to mention that she understands my status on education and all that, including the bit about how i've happy with a B in French because I actually enjoy it, while if I tried to get an A, i'd be cursing French every single minute of my life for being the most horrid language made.

Gym

I really enjoy the shower after gym. It's quite nice, well our atheletic club is pretty spiffy, so I totally enjoy the whole blowdrying hair there. It's quite tranquil, besides seeing some old lady naked. I'm appalled, I try not to look. I have more energy if I go in the morning, but when I go in the afternoon, i'll totally ewed out. I mean, maybe I should take a 15 minute breather before heading to the machines, I wonder if that will help? Also the fact that the shower and all the ammenities are included in the Club fee, I feel entitled to use it, but I do not use their lotion-I actually don't want to be cracking all over... I use my own.

Books

I look at people now and it really makes me sick. Most people in my AP English class admit that they either hate to read or that they don't read a "fun" book outside of class. How sad is that, see I know that I could totally do more at school and push myself even more, but i'm choosing not to. I'm not going to take AP Biology and all that jazz because I look at the people who do, they don't have lives, they do their homework 24/7 and actually care to meet for educational purposes on Saturday. I've choosen that I like to do educational reading things outside of class and therefore having my schedule now, which is still a full schedule, lets me do stuff and learn stuff that I want to learn. I really enjoy reading, i'm not going to join the book club, but I do enjoy it. Not to mention people there don't read the thing. I mean, I like to have a balance of school, an outside life, and having educational things that I do not because I feel obligated, but because I enjoy it. Maybe i've found the balance or maybe i'm just stupid, but the way I see it, I don't need to take AP Biology because i'll probably have to take it in college and not to mention that i'll never use it when i'll be in Pre-Law. Also, our high school is pretty good, it's speculated that my GPA in high school will only go down around .4 when I get to college. That's good enough for me! Seriously, I think right now that I have the both of each world, I don't study hard, but I like to LEARN, which I find is key, and I don't have a bad social life, but it does revolve around shopping a tad to much, but it's ok, everyone has they're faults. I really feel sorry for the people in my previous blog who think let's meet on Saturday, oh buddha, seriously, do they see they're ways. I look at Miss APer especially and how everyday I see her do hmwk during lunch and it's inevitable that she is doing it after school and probably until the wee hours till she sleeps too...