No. 116

Ok, I think I orgasmed, yet it felt kinda odd this time. Not as usually aspected. I think I missed something...

Went shopping again. God, Express seemed to be so cheap, yet it probably secretly still got me. I got 90 bucks worth of stuff, proceeded to get my 30 bucks off using this certificate thing, than proceeded to get that 25 bucks fast cash thing, so really I did save loads of money, yet remembering the fact that it probably only cost about less than a buck to make the stuff, I feel suddenly chipped. Also the fact is that I bought these capris, they're kinda odd, yet I totally adore them. It's this odd print of green, aqua, and white in the capri pant. I felt that it was less abrasive than the various other matching shirts. Also got a few tank tops, they're rather cheap and also the fact that I need them badly. Oh, and I couldn't resist, I had to get the matching underwear. I normally don't buy the underwear, but damnit, IT MATCHES. I really couldn't help it, i'll wear it with my matching capri pants, I'm so excited, i'm wearing those capris right now typing this thing. Also, I got this "L" braclet, a horseshoe necklace ot match my horseshoe shirt. It's all so perfect. Very Joyous.

Wanting...what's wrong with me?

So, after reading this Shopaholic Takes Manhattan and being totally obsessed with the web and Ebay. I understand why my dad sits there and looks at the screen forever. So, I'm totally into this whole phrase of wanting to go to a sample sale so I can get a some Prada bags for not 500 bucks, but more like 50. Seriously, I'm so into this whole high-end fashion bag deal, yet there aren't any in SEATTLE. No, trust me, there isn't ANYTHING. NADA, The biggest thing in Seattle is Kate Spade. I think Barney's might have a few bags, but idealy I don't think they're simply fab, I think they might have tons of those bowling bags and all. Not to mention that Tods is really growing on me. Also in Prada, this is what I want, I want that Pouchette in black, and the messenger in the honey color. WHY WHY WHY, literally I was dreaming about going to New York and living there during various times of the season while subscribing to some sample sale let you know e-mail thing, so everyday I'd go hunt for the stuff, than I'd be totally satisifed and be "awed" at when I came home to dumpy Seattle where no one has anything on me. What's wrong with me? Yes, I still enjoy the mall, but it's not giving me that oof anymore. God, I look at those designer websites and all I can think about is the next bag. It's not the shoes, not the clothes, not the accesories, but it's the DAMN BAG. Oh, and I probably am going to get the mesh ring from Tiffany's when it moves into Bell Square in May. It's only 85 bucks, I think I can handle it. I need a little silver in my life, well, a little real silver on my hand, various areas already have silver. I just don't understand Tiff's either, I mean I think it's the whole simplistic deal that gets to me. Oh, thanx god i'm not like the Brit Chicks who are out of control with odd disorders. Sidenote: Express Capris are surprisingly soft. OMG, reminds me, what the deal is with Gap and Abercrombie. The website for Abercrombie has cuter stuff, not to mention that GAP Sucks ass. I swear, there is nothing good. I think I might be wearing more Roxy now, it's definitely calling to me. BeBe unfornately never gets my attention, not to mention they've been using the same freakishly odd model for years. I really hope we get to go to San Fran this summer. If we get to go to LA too, OMG I WILL BE IN HEAVEEENNNNNNNN, also reminds me, start saving now, start saving now, I WILL SAVE, PLEASE BUDDHA LET ME SAVE.