No. 111

Bitchiness

I've been in this mood for two days now. I don't know what's wrong, and I totally oppose the word bitch in all forms, yet I can't think of a new word to substitute it. Just call me a hypocrite alright.

Hats and Shoes

Ok, so during my little snow day, I decided to put on my furry hat with matching gloves to go out. Well, let's say this, when you lose weight, you're head also does too. So now I have this totally cute furry hat that no longer fits. If I pull it down to where it should be, I look like one of those Ghetto Rappers whose new found friend is some white animal all over themselves. I realize that you're feet do get smaller because I use to wear a 9 to 9 1/2 and now I wear I believe a 8 to 8 1/2, but god, feet are great, but come on, HEADS? It's so annoying, I mean when people tell you you lose weight, it's great because if you like some of you're clothes, you can try to shrink it, but shoes and hats don't work that way. So much for furry hats...

Bingeing

I believe the reason for my bitchiness for lack of a better word is that I can't stop eating. I have a major crazing for the munchies, but all the munchies are totally revolting. I really don't understand, not to mention that people say keeping a food journal will help keep the weight off, well IT'S NOT WORKING PEOPLE! What am I suppose to do?

Also I realized...

That I never go into my bedroom now except to sleep. It's true, I go into my other room where the computer and tv are and I just live there. I find studying on a comfy couch and the coffee table is quite relaxing, yet I think that's the reason why I totally slack off. If I actually did my homework at my desk, it might make me do better work, because you know how you get that feeling when you sink into the couch and it doesn't let you go, yea, I have one of those couches.

MATHHHHHH

Ok, I need to study for my math test, am I gonna do it? HELL NO. Well, I'll probably do it during Yearbook, ::crosses fingers::

New Book

Ok, I was currently reading four books and I still am. I did finish one of the books I'm suppose to and finally have put in a new leisure book. It's called Diary of the Mad Bride. It's quite nice and the humor is totally me. Not to mention that the characters can be identified any which way. Totally love that.

Prada is extremely expensive yet totally cheap online if you really knew it was real.

Ok, so I was looking at all the outlets and the ebay things online about Prada bags. So, the outlets are even 100 bucks cheaper than what you pay at the stores, I deal is... are they real. Even though it's a store online-seriously? I mean, I found the tag of my Prada and than I looked online, and it was 100 bucks cheaper online. This is when I feel totally chipped if they are real. That's the whole thing, I mean I don't want a fake one, especially if they're marketing them as reals but fakes for unreasonable prices.

Hawaii and the Airport

My parents are old. I caught my dad watching tv at an unreasonably decibel and not to mention that my dad won't see my away at the airport and my mom is calling him a heartless freak. It's quite appalling yet totally amusing, not to mention that my not married cousin is saying that my father is right because you can't get into the airport waiting area if you don't have a ticket. Ok, also my mom is getting totally old because she was saying that she'll go to Japan no matter what, now she is saying she can't because I'm at Hawaii the same time and that it conflicts and shit. Well, if she really wanted to go, she could go. I don't know what's wrong with her? So much for Thailand...

My Ritual

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLL (1 billion until I realize i'm at school during 2nd period).

Prom

People are looking for dresses? I'm worried? Not to mention, no date, no dress, no shoes, no bag, no nothing, no plans, don't even know what day it is, possible prospects that all my friends will have dates BUT me. WTF am I suppose to do... OH VAGINA!

Don't abuse hair products

Ok, so my stylist abuses hair products, he really puts to much on, yes it looks lovely, but ok, right now if you wanted to make ringlets with my hair just using you're finger, you could, my hair is that pliable and totally workable, it's not great, it leads my hair looking flat, but shiny, what is a girl to do? Off to take a shower now.