No. 99

Ok, the perfect man

Yes, I saw the likes of him at the Cheesecake Factory, he was what I envisioned myself in say about a good 15 years at least. Everything I wanted, it was just so indescrible (actually it is, I just prefer not to say because well, if anyone ever knows me or eads this thing, they know) so I'm sitting there and this guy is like the total idol of all Chinese men should be, besides one thing, I think he has no taste in choosing a wife. Ok, first off, what's the deal with putting the kid in red, if it's a girl it's pink, if it's a boy it's blue. Secondly, no woman should ever wear flourscent green lime ick is more like it. It's a no no, basically everything else if fine on the outside, but you really can't judge anyone until you actually meet them for at least twice, but I mean, everyone jumps to conclusions right?

Jennie-O Turkey

I actually talked to her, not just like the hey...I KNOW...oh really...What's goin' on...yea, but it was actually a chat, for a good hour or so, totally surprised too. I guess I realized that I totally don't have tolerance for anyone that doesn't talk back immediately with validating ideas, like Dawn today. I told her to check her mail, she said great, than give me this thing :), what the fuck is this :), than I procceed to give one of those things back to her, and then she's off, in no intention of a "hey, what's up...mail for me!..." No, she just walks off. One more reason why she's a singleton. Oh, at this moment of my time of 6:50 she just logged back on.

Surfing MSN Messenger Directory

Found some interesting people I might add, especially troubling is that I found some tru homie-g's thuggin' for life it seems, they actually go to my school, which is even more scary, I don't even want to think about it. It's so puzzling, yet totally like, it figures.

Guys should not wear shorts if they have skinny legs or really skinny ankles or anything of the sort that is unportional to their bodies.

Of course men probably don't wear shorts, guys of the high school level do. WHY? Seriously, especially in February, is it really necessary. It's the same deal with girls wearing flip flops through the winter time. WHY? Ok, so this is another kinda pod thing here, so guys shouldn't wear faded jeans if it makes them look girly, light jeans if it makes them look pale, and definintely not dark jeans, here's another one, guys should not wear shorts if they don't have the muscle leg throughout the whole leg as well as the calf area. If anyone has seen the MTV special "I'm getting calf implants.." if you don't have the calves, pleaze refrain from wearing shorts. I mean, you can wear shorts when you're at the beach, that's just basically a none mock zone because everyone has problems with their bods at the beach, but come on school, just do us the favor and don't wear shorts. Is it really that hard? I mean, they already have a limited wardrobe, so what's with an extra pair of shorts where you take them out or not. Something to think about.

Cars

For some reason high schoolers and a guess people in their twenties are fascinated with cars. Sure, they go fast, with the right dubs, they'll look fly, but hey, does it really matter that much? After all, cars just get you from place to place... they don't serve as any other purpose, yea yea, sure that's the whole "sex in the back seat," "stick" type of fun, but I mean, seriously... I mean, why do people spend large amounts of money on their car knowing that they'll never see it again, than complain that they don't have money. Why, because these people are attention getters and thinking that everyone will think they're incredibly "fly" because of it. I mean, everyone's like, "oh it's a benz," Like that explains everything about it and the owner or the driver? I guess my whole life I never looked at my cars as some sort of object, they were these things that got you around town and they were pretty damn good quality too. It really troubles to see how the old cars in my high school are driven, I mean it's a damn shame. They treat them like shit in hopes that mommy and daddy will get them a new car, a better car. Let me state this, an old benz or bmw is never going to be worst than a new honda. There's just no comparison what-so-ever and if that person tries to compare it, they had no right driving the benz of bmw anyways. I mean it's so sad, seeing these cars with beat up interiors, shitty paint, and dents everywhere... it's sad, truly, it's what our society has come too. That's why in some ways i'm a republican, i'm too afraid of people getting my money, when there are the nouveau riche, the whole world goes to hell with the dude or dudette that thinks this: " i'm hott shit because i'm all chromed out and I think i'm so much better than everyone else, (yet I haven't seen how other people live) and well I'm hot and you're totally no in you're old whatever car..." That's those people, it saddens me that they think that way. CONCLUSION: I've actually come to think that the world is Naturally good, yet it is bad, it's bad because of what, society, that's why, and that's the reason why I thought the majority of people were gods, yet they all deserve to stay on this earth for eternity and toil it out. Do I accept this though, no it hasn't quite dawned on me that the world is bad. Continually i'm always let down that the world is good, yet seeing the outcome as horrible. What's wrong with me?

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