No. 91

It's my birthday.

For all those people who care, well it's my birthday. Tell you the truth, I really don't give a shit. Seriously, it's just another day. I turned 18 and you know what. I really don't feel that zealous enough to go buy a pack of cigs and a lotto card. I also don't have my license yet, and I feel totally unmotivated to get one. I mean, I drive really well, I just don't want to take the damn tests, yes both of them, the writing and driving. I rather someone just hop into my car, watch me drive, and say I passed or not? Is that too much to ask. Tangent: Brandy is pregnant. What can you say for that? Tangent # 2: I don't get how Aalyiah had a new video out when she's dead? The video is of her in the flesh by the way, for all you peeps who think it's the whole 2PAC thing going on. Ok, so I realized this birthday was simply financially elated. Pretty good cash flow I gotta say, and one gift that it's just a bit, um, I really gotta give the guy props and it further reilerates the fact that he is not a pineapple despite is lack of women. Ok, so my cousin, he's 40 or so, seriously, he's old and he does not have a wife, it's rather sad because he doesn't seem interested and all his family would love him to do is marry before his ol' man croaks. Might not happen. Anyways, he got me this Caslon purse that is red and is totally the type of bag that Middle Classers going to Nordies decide to get so they can carry all they're cash w/o a wallet while putting they're lipstick in the neato holder. I'm returning it, enough said. I almost died laughing, not to mention it's red? Dear freakin' god, it makes me feel good, it's the thought-rather horrible thought that men have such horrible tastes, but considering the fact he seemed rather interested in some Gucci sandal/thongs last year, it furthered my thought of A. He's not gay, B. if he is, no wonder no one or partner has been seen-he is such a loser. I really feel sorry for the dude, he now drives this Chevy Lumnia, before that he was cool, but it was weird because one day his dad got an accident and went and bought a new car that day, so this is a guy who has to have the same exact car, some big Buick, well they didn't have it and some how they go tsome Lumnia and was totally repulsed by it after a day or two, the his son got it, my cousin. It's quite odd because he use to drive a BMW 325, but he wrecked it and it was a total loss. Not the fact that it was a total loss, but I think it really damaged him. In San Fran, where he lives, there's all these roads that curve, apparently he was going home and this guy was totally driving all over the place and when he got around the next curve, the guy hit him, and it must have been pretty horrible considering at that time, the BMW was thought to be invinicble and if you did flip one over, you got a new one automatically. It's probably why now he likes to drive some Lumnia and not to mention the damage he probably substained from the lack of airbags(they didn't have them back then) also the fact that he now drives slower then my aunt and always like the right lane. I sense damage, no one ever talks about it, it's quite sad. Then again, there was his sister, my other cousin who dated this guy and was totally in love with him, but he died in some car accident, never broughten the subject up again, it's practically forbidden, now we're wondering if she's a Lesbo, possibility the damaged substained from lack of boyfriend and loss of boyfriend. Not to mention, she's bigger then Orphan now, I don't know what to say, she was skinny, now she's fat, as in really fat, fatter than her brother. Quite a sad world, yet happy because it's my birthday and that's what you're suppose to feel on you're birthday even though it means you're getting older?!?!

Yesterday, I was bad, and I didn't blog. It went down like this:

Went to Tiffany's, got my necklace, totally diggin' it, not to mention it makes my neck look smaller, totally life it for that. I decided not to get MAC Lipglass, but I did get Roxy Lipglass-ish type of thing, it's the same thing, like 3 bucks cheaper, it's clear, and it has that same tube thing. I just wanted it for the damn packaging, and at least now I feel I have broaden my makeup choices since i'm such a slave to MAC and they're damn eyeshadows, who told them to make all those colors? Totally thought I missed by Primetime telly, but nothing happened, thanx god. Kwan's on tonite, though I can't watch it cuz i'm going out to dinner, will be taping. I hope the girl wins, I know it's all bad of me, but god, just let the nice Chinese girl win? WHY? I think she can though, since she's definitely got the landings down unlike all the other girls who are kinda wobbly. I hope, it'd suck it that it was like the last time where big mouth got it. Yesterday, also went to workout. Had to drag my ass in, but then I couldn't stop working out. It was quite odd, I actually got on the EFX thing for a good hour, also I was reading this book. So, I have no idea what those romance writers are like and the other writers of I guess I shall say normal fiction. Well, I bought this book of a 3 part book in one deal. I just wanted to read this one section called All That Glitters, well apparently, it's some romance novel. I gotta say in my pineapple voice from So Little Time, "I don't hate it..." It was quite interesting, I actually finished the whole section of that book in two days- all 207 pages, very proud of myself. I'm a fast reader I know, but I gotta say, "I don't hate it, yet it was totally chessy at the same time." Anyways... off to watch more movies I rented on my comfy coach with Lucky...

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