Thinking in stream of consciousness

Life Lessoned Learned, I don't feel sorry or "cry" despite what people have said when it comes to people who are weak. I don't cry because their speculated gay son isn't going to get married and it's all they fucking wanted and then died. I also don't cry because there is a speculated lesbian daughter with possible companion. I also don't cry for people who can't stand up to other people. It's not my fault they can't rectify their situation while still thinking they are the smart one and always correct. It's a two way street bitch, or excuse me, asshole. I don't cry over people who don't keep promises. In fact, I remember it forever and will never forgive you, despite what I will say and do. I'm not stupid, I know how to play the game, i'm good at it too. We can do ring around the posey for another 15 minutes or I just let you have it. I can dish it you and I can take it-not as well, but bring it on bitch. I know how to work you and if you've worked me, good for you, you got me, i'm proud and commend you for it. I don't feel sorry for people who have led a good life, by the meaning of good, it means that you weren't in the Rwandan genocide, is a person living with aids in China or Africa or part of the Dafur GENOCIDE, I YES IT, yes, I said it and what you gotta do about it, like everyone else, you're going to do nothing, and just hang out while watching multi-million dollar commercials until 10 years later and you realize that some millions died and you did nothing while sipping your light beer. I also don't say that Americans are the sole state to take action in Dafur or any other state like Congo, I say that what happened to other states? Where are you? the US of A isn't just the main state and we are not solely responsible for all the bad vibes in the world. I don't "cry" for people who have led full and happy lives. I don't cry because the only wish you didn't get was you had a gay son who won't get married, or that you have a gay son with companion. I don't cry for you, you were weak, you weren't good enough, it's Darwin at it's best. I do cry however that your son feeling patriot is now not semi there, I feel bad for that, it's what America has made you and your family, that I feel bad for, then again, you had money, you could have sent him to Canada, not my fault buddy. Furthermore, while reading this story in Time, there was this man who was a pilot of a plane and managed to save the 18 passengers by placing in airplane towards the missile in which he and the co-pilot would take the hit. I commend him in such a way that he felt like he needed to do that and saved the 18 people. Then I realized that nationalism is strong and even his wife understood and said that is what he had to do. I know soliders have to die at any time, but then I guess you weren't good enough and were to weak to realize that all President Bush wants you to do is buy the new Lexus SUV and pump some gas into it while you enjoy those tax cuts so you can "invest" more in the market, but in reality it's really means that you just spent a load of money on "ionic air purifiers" because you realized that even though you live in admidst of a forest you still think the air could be purer-could it be the SUV that is doing the damage or the fact that you threw away your McD's wrapper on the ground while clutching your Frappa from Starbucks in your accrylic nailed hands. Just like yes, the tradegdy of Rwanda, Dafur, you know they are the poor people, even Hurricane Katrina because the smart people already left, long ago. You were weak, you weren't good enough and you suffered the consequences. But I will never "cry" over something that is devastating when I feel no sympathy for you besides the fact that you feel sympathy for yourself. I won't cry if you commit suicide and I won't say it was the easy way out, it was what you had to do, and no one can stop you-regardless of what people think, suicide is either a sign of help or either you do it and get it done, if you do it and get it done, I commend you, if you need help and that was the sign and you "recognize" you need help, I will help, but other then that, there is no sympathy in this world, perhaps that's why I am an only child and the only battles I have is emotionally and mentally. That Asian Celeb was right, it's the kids who don't say much you have to worry about, those are the ones with the truth problem.