Ok, reading the whole guestbook thing over again. I never realized to tell the truth that millions of people would actually read this thing, not millions, but you know. I choose blogger knowing that not many people in Washington state had it. I'm greatly shocked that people actually read it, well people that I know and am quite close to. Seriously, I don't know what I can say because obviously i'm so ill some word or another that it just detests people. Sure, now I know that i'm definitely not going to use names anymore, but hey, remembering that I thought that no one would know, well i'm just stupid right? That's probably the difference of me going to a state college then an ivy league. I do send an apology to all that were greatly hurt or whatever status they may be feeling now or later or before. I do not wish to continue this conversation if we happen to meet in "real life" because I consider the internet my "life that is unseen." If anyone wishes to continue this my e-mail is goddess_333@hotmail.com. I will refrain from using titles of all and any sorts, or I may have to cease to keep this thing private, i'm not sure yet. I'm quite shocked that people i've known have read this and continue to read it or either have read large portions of it. Let me say once again, I will not talk about what occurs on the internet in real life. I just will not. Also, as for the Chamber, I only answer their phones, make copies and do the frivolous things that just need to be doing. I represent the Chamber only on M,W,F for only a short period of time. I believe i've made little to no impact besides doing the odd jobs that need to be doing only for two or months. I still don't know what to say. Maybe watching too much of Sex and the City and trying to be too trendy with the internet. Maybe I should just write it on word then print it out, make a book, and have my grand kids read this thing and let this thing be forever gotten, but I can't, I hold on to things like pact rats, why, because i've never had anything and the things I do get I hold on forever, besides tissues.