Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, June 18, 2002

No. 177

I haven't blogged for a while. In fact, a very long while.

Ok, a few words, THE Trinity Ring from Cartier

So, I got something similar, but from the Canadian store Blue Ruby. Wanted to see how much it was from Cartier, they don't even list the prices and says they want to sell exclusively from their stores. My deal, I like to look at the site, then come in, I know I won't be shocked. Well, i'm not setting foot in the Cartier store so tough luck for them, if they really care.

Dawn, she's repressed.

Came to my grad, all this, apparently had an ephiphany about her life at my house. Quite odd, I always assumed she knew, but she says, she's "been in the bubble, she couldn't see out of it, now she's out, she can see." Ok, well, I really don't care. I mean, I do, i'm glad she came to the relevation, I came to it, and she's 19, i'm 18, the only thing that gets to me, is she is a shaker. She keeps talking about how everything is a repression of her spirit, but why doesn't she do a damn thing. She's analyzing herself so much, god, it's like get over the repression and move on to being unrepressed. It's so long-this ordeal, i'm not even gonna talk about it. A few words, she cried, I watched Sex AND the City. I always thought it was Sex IN the city. She's also repressed, she forgot her precious DVD's that are her idol. Oops to her, yea for me, even though i'm not watching them.

Went shopping, brought bags.

I really need shoppers anonymous, it's very bad. Bought myself like four handbags. Horrid habit. Haven't been reading either.

Manicure Experience.

I'll do my own. I paid 30 bucks for one, and the lady didn't even get the polish close to my cuticle. I understand why, I mean, if they smug on the cuticle, they'll have to wipe more, but seriously, you would think right.

Job at Bellevue Chamber of Commerce

I'm an intern, and none of that Monica Lewisky crap. All women, one man, gone to military reserve for a while. I'll be doing what they call "admin work." Yea whatever, good job, close by, what the hell right, Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.

Graduation

Rather traumatic and won't want to see many people. All the boys are asses, you think the last time you'd see someone you wouldn't be an ass right. Words just can't explain how I feel, I feel horrid that they are like that. Anyways, got this Venetian Link Braclet and Necklace. Adore it, love it, i'm greedy, now it's human nature of me to want someone more, I just don't know what. I also decided I don't want the Prada Schoolbag. I enjoy the LeSportSac's new bags, the camera or hobo is quite nice. Also, i'll be cheaper too. Like buying 10 LeSports for one Prada. Didn't go to grad party, didn't go to the "after party." I realized i'm not a party girl, I like to go to restaurants and chill, eat food, watch movies/tv, be a freak whatever, I don't care, life is about ME and that's what ME wants to do. As repressed Dawn says, life's too damn short to not enjoy it, it's all about ME.

All this shit happened, normally I would want to spill it online, but for some reason, i've had a change of heart. I don't know why, also I don't know why i'm not blogging either, it's not like my life has changed or that i'm totally "popular and have a life." Whatever, I don't know. Anyways, Real World and Diary of Brandy. I love MTV, don't know what i'll do without it. I think i'll get one of those little TVs for my dorm.