Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, May 28, 2002

No. 172

Music

First off, the J.Lo/Nas is off the tip. Master P and Sera Lynn's little rendition is fucking scary, Sera Lynn has some funked up voice. I just saw IMx(note little x) and their new single on BET. Yes, i'm all into Black Star Power tonite. It's odd, first, because I thought it was IMX, not IMx. Also, I'm seriously contemplating the P. Diddy remix cd, even though he's not that great. I also love Cam'ron's new Oh Boy, yea I like the whole sports car bit. Also, I never realized how much rappers talk about their Benz, and Pink too. Her get the party started song, where she's like, I get in my Mercedes Benz... That's all I need, cruising in one and listening to a song giving props to it is quite nice. You never hear about BMW's. Odd huh, also realized that at my school, there's like some ten guys who own the exact same car, BMW 325 two door tinted windows either black or silver. Seriously, something is wrong, definite lack of creativity. Also, they all listen to Eminem. They're all white, he's white, I frankly don't like his song out now. I guess I like happy songs and him in drag, him as Osama, and him as anything does not shock me, and if he says fuck you and fuck everyone, it does nothing anymore, think of something different, since his all time goal is to shock people.

Jennie-O and Myself

I realized that whatever comes out of her mouth, I simply can't stand. Either it's Alex, or how she needs to talk about herself, while I ask others questions. Maybe it's me and how I gear my questions to certain people. Like, "Cubby, you got so tan." Cub decides to compare, then Jen's like I'M SO TAN, blah blah blah, and we're like Cub tans naturally, not skin cancer tan, since she uses the bed.

Exercised

I feel really invigorated if I work out and drink water at the same time. Then I feel happy the whole time afterwards. It's quite nice. Glad I didn't wear my new tennies, or teenies, I think it's tennies, since it rained. I know, Seattle weather. It's odd though, because now it's humid, so i'm like what do you wear in this weather? What, a rain jacket, a tank top, a fleece, what? TANGENT: John Mayer, saw props for him twice. He's not known that well, even though he try to launch. I like him, but he's getting kinda annoying.

Canadians

The three canadians I know are always late. I just don't get it, and they're really off their rocker. They always ask me these things that like, dude, not me, someone else. I seriously don't know what the deal is. Oh, and they adore black, what is with black. We all know about French Connection and their lack of color back then, but seriously, black is not a color nor are they on the East coast where it is appropriate. Ok, Oh, and my fear is that if I start to buy things like Dior and Gucci, it will be all over for me for shopping. Since i'm already up to Prada, i'm kinda freakin, and Kate Spade was the altimate ahhh, and now it's like, whatever, same with Anya Hindmarch. I heard the cheap label is the "blue label" which I have, but she has some other label with upwards of 1000 benjamins. I need a man, a good good man. (from song way back when).