Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Wednesday, May 29, 2002

No. 173

Burberry Among other things...consumerism

Ok, so I dreamt of wanting a Burberry scarf, since it's a classic for them, and ever since I stepped foot onto the UW campus and saw everyoen sporting a scarf, I wanted one. What I didn't realize was that my dad has one, actually mulitples I think. Both in camel and navy. It's great, since that print they have is kinda flashy, either in the sense it's fake or it's real type of deal, low key is good. Well, I got my scarf and don't have to folk over some 200 bucks for one. YEA. Ok, Robertson Street, Beverly Center, Melrose, Rodeo, i'm dreaming every night of this.

JanuaryJoy's Journal, it's shocking, and she lives in state.

Her livejournal states all the things i'm all about. The fake is that I know she lives in the doonies and is a wannabe. It's rather sad. I feel utterly helpless, pity, and sadness that she would try to mock people like me or want to be me. Ok, so now i'm trying to find the part about her "manly rolex." Maybe someone else wrote it, but it's all along that line. For godsake, she things she a goddess, but she's into Estee Lauder, Gene Juarez-don't even get me started, Tiffany's and only Tiffany's, Sheer Blonde, and believes Tommy Girl is g-h-e-t-t-o, and she likes Caddy Escalades. Give me a fucking break, people who don't have class and think they do, the worst people on earth. Seriously, they just get under my skin so much, part of me should say, why the hell do I care, the fake is that they step on people thinking they're hot stuff, and they aren't. That's the reason. I was reading this thing about girls who are in Cheer are suppose to be popular and nowadays it's not true. It's from Newsweek or something, I was reading it at the dermatologist office. It was so cool, they were saying that there is no cool anymore, just more niches for girls, and how empowering it is for them. I found it quite nice to read. A tad lengthy, but got the jist of it. Yea, because I read this livejournals and everyone talks about cheer, their looks, and all that materialism. Yet they have no class, there is no Vuitton, just call the things you see in rap videos. The escalades, benz, gucci, and Prada-but everyone knows those names, and Adeli which is a west coast thing, I mean, anyone can be those girls, just grab a Vogue. Also, they always talk about Star Wars and Sponge Bob Square pants, my connotation of people who watch those things are extremely computer savvy-no not in that geeky way, but more intellectual, not more fashion forward. You really don't see Betsey Johnson wearing girls going to Starwars do you? I personally have not watched a whole thing of Star Wars, i'm not into those things, so shoot me if there are people like that, but I prefer girly happy movies. I know, i'm such a girl.

Boppers

Some freak bopped with on the head today with his coke bottle. Damn those underclassman. They have no respect for seniors anymore, our school has gone to catpuzh. Literally, Link Crew has made the friendly environment that is really too friendly, yes, letting underclassmen step on us. Not great.

Jennie-O and her attire.

I think she values my opinion or wants to know what I would say about her outfit today. Well, I wasn't going to give her the statisfation. I would do it to make her feel great, but I don't know what's wrong with me. I just didn't do it. She was wearing white pants, they were cute, but not for her, since she trashes everything she owns, I know the pants will become black, i'm just waiting for time. Second, she wore these nice sandals, Steve Madden, nice tan brown, but she also had the brown tank, lovely right, but her backpack, her handbag, and her jacket, was what color, black. Yes, those two colors SHOULD NEVER BE MIXED TOGETHER. Plus, I know she tried, so it wasn't like I was going to burst her bubble to say and tell her the faux pas. Usually I would to anyone and wouldn't give a damn, but not today. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Yearbook

I saw the new yearbooks. No one has seen them, but us staff. They're cool. Jennie-O's picture is really shitty I have to say. Bee's and Alison's look great. Jessica's looks horrible too. She invited me to her grad party on the 15th. Dionne and Sarah, her closest friends can't go, i'm kinda scared, I can't spend time along with her. I should give her props and go, but the thing is in Issaquah is god knows what doony land. I'm kinda freaked, and she fucking wants me to carpool. No way in hell am I carpooling with her. As Tae says, "she drives like a fucking turtle." Not refering to Jessica, but similar, it was Bee who was driving like a turtle. I thought it was funny. I think i've been around Bee too along. I said I wouldn't say Oh My God, but now instead I saw, OHHHHHmyGAWDDDDD, not nasally though, which is good, but still bad. What to do, and John Mayer says he is invincible, I don't think I am, but i'm too hott, so no one can touch me. I know i'm such a ego today.