No. 171

When I lost hope, I found my guiding light.

Ok, so shopping does do it for me now, sorta. So, i've never spent this much money alone, well, with my mom, but at one place on various items, it's quite a shocker. Ok, so great deal at Nordie's Rack. Normally, I find shit there and refuse to buy it, but I came away with one pair of Roxy sandals, another pair of Roxy casual white tennies(I have the no back pair, and I got those for 3 bucks more, kinda miffed, but hey, got another pair, totally love them, and like them better than the Vans I saw), got two pairs of Nick and Nora pjs(one for summer-linen, and the other for winter-flannel-ish), another pair of these classic, sexy, deal things, they're sandals with strings that you tie up your leg, totally Gucci-equse, but for only 20 bucks, two swimsuit bottoms and one top(who knew they were that damn cheap), oh, and the one thing I was hunting for, a grad dress, well I found it, at all places, TARGET, Yes or Tar-geeet, whatever, it was so cheapk, 25 bucks instead of that whole 300 bucks max I was gonna spend, plus i'll wear it once, which is great, they had some great styles, instead of crap that people try to throw together at those No APPT or those such brands.

I'm not a skipper

I didn't go to prom. I skipped that. Tomorrow is Senior Skip day. My friends and us have been planning it for some 4 hours, we're not the skipping type. We literally don't say we're gonna skip and do it, we have to plan. I accept the fact that I am not a skipper, plus it's just so much more easier going to school. I feel motivated to go, I know, how lame is that, on the day when all seniors should skip, I feel motivated to go to school, what the hell is what i'm thinking. I think it's all about the wardrobe. Seriously, I really think so. Plus, I have some four projects that I need to get done, not to mention a French one that requires all group members to meet outside of class, I don't know how it's gonna happen. Sorta stressed, yet totally lovin' it. Ok, so I always tell myself that i'll do the project ahead of time, come a week before the date, i'm totally into it. I just don't understand, I should push myself to do it when I get the assignment, some 4 weeks ago, but I don't. I think that will be my failure in college. It's bad, I know, and yet the school year is over, and everything goes to catpuzh. I know, Jewish huh, for the Buddha loving girl I am. I feel so....odd?