No. 150

Ok, i'm renewed with my "resolution."

I can do it. It's really nothing like the feeling of watching someone fat eat. It gives me power, I mean, she's totally hungry and starving herself to be thin, but she gives into temptation. I love it, knowing she'll get fat or stay the same and not lose any weight. It's simply grand.

Coach and those who try to think they're all that and a bag of chips.

Going out to lunch today. Well, look who pulls up next to us and thinks she's all that with her blonde friends. Not the fact that they're blonde, but she has a coach viser on. I'm sorry, people who made the coach store should be shot. They always take ideas from everywhere else and try to market them as their own. They take Louis Vutton's pouchette. Gucci's hobo bag and now they're viser along with trying to pull off their coach print as Gucci's. Simply unacceptable. Not to mention she was in the cheap ass Lexus and pulled into her spot so fast, i'm pretty sure sometimes she'll probably hit the other car. Give me a break, it's people like that that want to act rich and be cool, but can't cut it. Someone who had real class would have the decency to get the real Gucci viser and at least not drive the entry version of the Lexus, and as well all know, Lexus is for those who don't want the Benz because they think they're not snotty, but it just makes it worst. They're tried to acquire class, but doesn't succeed.

This little doggie

I was going to the gym. I had no idea that dogs could get into elevators and was deeply concerned if it might pee. It was straining itself to come and say hi to me. A little to zealous, like I thought it would nip at my heels AND it started to choke. It was on a collar and the lady had to keep restraining it and telling it to sit, but it was totally wired. Just like right now the phone rang. SCARY.

My drive test tomorrow.

I'm really not freaking. I'm serenely calm. An update on that tomorrow. I checked my horoscope and there is nothing that says that I won't pass it or I will. Not to mention that tomorrow will be a good day weather wise. At least that is in my favor.

Seattle Chinese Lady Comittee Shit

So, I hate it. They're fucking political. Out of 2000 people who have joined the place and given that most people don't have children nor would they have children who is a senior. I still managed with my 3.79 1100 with tons of extra activities to not get a 500 buck scholarship. Isn't that patheic. It's political, my mom doesn't do anything for them so they're probably like why should we give you 500 bucks right? Anyways, they gave me a Barnes and Noble 30 dollar gift certificate and "good luck in college." Whatever, also I had written this pretty damn good paper about where to start helping the community. I had education because everything ties into that. The lady who sent me the letter used a typewriter with some grammatical errors. Probably all that shit I wrote she didn't understand a damn thing. Not to mention that I lost in a "narrow margin," narrow margin my ass. Think about it, 2000 people, 1000 have kids, less then that have kids as seniors, probably a handful of 50 right find, 300 max, then how many would apply, not everyone knows about this thing, I didn't until the last minute. Whatever. I'm not mad, in fact, when I saw it, I started to laugh. That's so fucking funny. I mean, all this shit I do and what do I get 30 bucks. Actually i'm pretty happy, because if I did make it, I would have to find a dress and then go to this thing to accept it. Then I'd have to speak in normal English to all these people who DON'T understand English. It's just so amusing. Oh, and four applicants won. I gotta say if it's not politcal though, it's those damn Taiwanese kids who don't do extra activities and have 3.99 because it's all they ever do in life because they care not to associate with their school. Sorry for offending those "taiwanese kids," but it's the truth and plus, I've been hearing the Taiwan people hate China, i'm cantonese, but apparently the people in Hong Kong are okay because they were once of a British Empire. Whatever is my point. Not even going to get into that. People who shall confront me, bring it on.