No. 148

Relevation again

I realized that people who go to church are mostly middle classed or lower class people who don't have anyone to turn to, so they turn to god in hope that he will help them when theortically it's themselves that only can aid them. Isn't that ironic. People with money hardly go to church, not because they don't have time, but it's probably because they think on their own and not to mention that they don't need God to guide their life. Oh, and if you're thinking about all the rappers and singers who thank god, most of them came from the so called "projects," so obviously they still believe in it and probably think it's "Him" that got them there when they don't realize that they're just got the "it" feeling in them.

I can parallel

I paralleled today and I got it, theortically i'm not suppose to fail because you can fail both paralleling and backing around the corner and still make it. Also, the only way you can really not pass is if you can turn well, I can. Also, if you get on the curb or pass the lines. I haven't done that, except today while trying to practice paralleling. The reason why i'm shaky. Yesterday, I overstarted the car, I sacratched the bottom of the car, today I let the car touch our landscape, I also went over the curb twice with it while trying to parallel, I also made the engine run more hot then usual while trying to parallel. That's the reason why I feel odd. Normally the car loves me, but I think it either hates me and is gonna punish me on the day of the test or either it's getting over the bad things so it won't happen on the test. Also, if I don't make it, i'll have to reschedule and take time off school again. That is the part that gets to me. Then I think, i'm going to do fine and I shouldn't worry, but we're talking about the government, the government takes no prisoners. It will be mean and they don't give a damn if you cry trying to get you're license, you'll probably be the story of the evening during their coffee break.