Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Sunday, April 14, 2002

No. 141

Freaking out. UW Dorms.

Not only are they ugly, but they have this priority status and shit. If I don't get that paperwork, i'll be stuck in level 4, there are seven levels. AND, if I get it in, which requires them to send it to me quickly, i'll get it in for level 2. Level one doesn't apply to me, so please god, let me get that shit in and out so I can be in Level 2.

Dieting is so out these days and i've comitted the faux pas yet again.

My eating habits once not in school are whacked out, seriously, I don't know what the deal is. Anyways, I'll be back on track tomorrow, THANK BUDDHA!

UW and my parents.

Ok, so my dad is all proud that i've gotten in and continues to tell everyone, yet he won't wear the damn sweatshirt. You'd think a proud dad would just wear the damn thing, no, he won't, why because Polo or Tommy doesn't make it. UGH, well at least i'll be saving that 50 bucks so I may splurge on god knows what.

Makeup here I come.

I'm obsessed with it, and I also had this relevation. The deal is this, i've realized that sparkles aren't all that anymore. Like I tried to do the whole pop princess Britney come on over Christina Aaliyah smoky eye look deal with the extra gloss on top to be all Missy Elliot-ish, but i've realized that what really beckons me this spring is the clear yet simple yet classic lines and colors of calmness and that includes no sparkles. I mean, i've worn makeup to look like i've worn makeup. Maybe now is the time to wear makeup to make you look good, not just like a chore or something. Well, i'm not going to do the whole mauve none frost deal with eyeshadows, but I mean, I will try to use less and maybe not find things with huge pieces of glitter. I'm going to minimize, do a whole Bobbi Brown Elizabeth Hurley Estee Lauder type deal. I'm going to try, hence my brown/champagne J.Lo makeup is once again put back into use. I've always loved the Stila starlight, but stoped wearing it to do the whole glamed up indigo/smoky eye deal, now i'll just use black to line my eye, instead of trying to be Aaliyah or Gwenyth. Whatever, that was my relevation, not to mention that college girls really don't wear makeup. They don't tweeze either, now that is not good. Such a faux pas, but what can you do.

Cookies.

I've ate too many of those things and now i'm bloated and it's dinner time and I can't eat. Oh help me now!

Mary Kate and Ashley are "Winning London" @ 8. I'm a sucker for them. I don't know what it is, it's just thy're so marketable.