No. 147

Senior year is sucking in all terms

Not only am I saying that this year is shit also prom and graduation is killing me. Literally, I think i'm gonna be spending about 700 bucks total. My whole prom outfit thing was close to around 400 bucks. So that means I could have bought an Anya Hindmarch bag along with maybe a Louis Vutton Pouchette too. Deeply saddened. Also, prom shoes look all the same. There's not difference and by the way, they all hurt and they're all the same price. At least it's cheap, sure as hell I wasn't gonna pay more then 100 bucks for shoes that hurt. I got eyeshadow from Sephora, it's the Sephora Artist line that they're taking out, decided to take advantage of that. Oh, the line really does suck, all the colors are simply horrid.

Salmon, I feel so bad.

So, i'm in Environmental Science and they tell us in Washington that the salmon is "threatened" and all this stuff. Well, i've had salmon for the 6th day this week. First off, it's probably really unhealthy just having one type of protein and also, I feel sorta sad for all those salmon filets that where once swimming along the river.

Paralleling... oh dear

Yes, I thought I could do it, well apparently I can't. I'm going to practice tomorrow. I CAN DO IT, hopefully. Well, I better, today I totally killed the car. I hurt the car when I went into the parking lot really fast and while I turned on the ignition at the mall. I think it will punish me somehow one day, and that day will probably be the damn day I take the damn test. I'll be kinda mad not for the fact that I won't pass, but the fact that I had to take a day out of school to do it, since on Wednesday is an early release day. I mean, I won't be that mad because it will only be 3 classes that have stuff to do, but 2 classes i'll have to stay after school to make it up.

Swimsuits

Not to mention that 700 plus I still have to figure out swimsuits. See, i'm not in the luxury of going anywhere and buying bikini tops for like 10 bucks and stuff, no i'm investing in those tankinis with extra lycra, so obviously that costs more. Not to mention that I think my relatives are coming in for my graduation, which means that I can't do all that pre and post graduation stuff I had planned with my friends. I really don't know what to do?

Vain

Feeling it, sure i've been shopping again, excessively. I have no life and sure I read, but I read girly books?!?!? Please help.