Song: Nickelback-How You Remind Me

No. 84

Fake Ljs

I just realized that there are at least three fake ljs: Beautyredefined, Endless_beauty, Richbitch. These girls have deleted their journals. All of them are posin' or mostly fake, it'll be really sad when they find out that superior's isn't what it's all cracked up to be.

My Workout

I had the best workout ever. I actually felt invigorated afterwards, it's a first considering it's a Thursday. Normally on Thursday, I hall ass then run to Tully's for a refresher because I just can't handle the damn stairmaster, well damn right, "you are the master (referring to the stairmaster). It was so odd, today when I woke up, I was really puffy and tired and everything, but the workout was what I needed, even though I didn't want to go and tried to make excuses. I don't have one, I haven't had homework in four days now. I think it's all the extra water I drink after I take a shower. It makes you feel invigorated and I think it helps with the digestive system, so it doesn't make you even more sleepy. I think it's also the music, at first I thought the beat would drive me, but now it's the voice. Jessica Simpson has a pretty strong, powerful, yet kinda manly voice without being too manly, so I was totally striving from that. I think i'll get the the new Jessica cd, Glitter, and maybe these: POD, Linkin Park, Creed, and Nickelback, probably Nickelback for sho though.

Some teachers need to go fuck themselves

Today, I had my piano on contract class as always, I enter the music room to find some foreign teacher. I don't know who he is, I ask where the real teacher is and all this. He says that we have to go to the other music room then I proceed to go the same way he is. He's locking all the piano rooms, I say i'm on piano on contract and I need one of the rooms, but not the far one because it doesn't work. He gives me this smart ass remark, like something on the lines of I don' t like the room and then he backs it up with someone just practiced there, I say, "well three keys don't work on that piano, so the person playing there would probably not be playing well or not playing at all.." He gives me this look like how dare me and he works at the school. He's some chem teacher. God, how arrogant and idiotic that ass is. All teachers love me, it's a basic, I don't act all snotty to them and rude. I'm actually nice unlike some people, but this guy was a total freak. He got all mad, like for some reason my Mellow Yellow Marshmellow coat blinded him or something. GOD, that is the reason why teachers don't deserve raises and that's why they rot in some school thinking they can do better things.

Minority

I realized for the first time in my life that i've always been a minority. It's quite odd because it never dawned on me. A lot of people go back to China to become the majority and all this stuff to be "one with my people." For one thing, the Chinese can always tell who actually live in China and who don't. I can too. Anyways, I just realized my whole life i've been the majority or you can say "Unique." What have you, it's been quite odd, because I don't feel totally segregated from everyone and it's never really dawned on me that i've been the majority. First off, i'm not that type of person whose like, "OMG, i'm the only Asian in the class..." It's odd though, that i've never been a majority, not even when i'm in Vancouver in some Chinese restaurant, why one might ask. Well, we never go to Honger Central in Richmond, and every restaurant we go to, we're always known. We're just not normal like the rest of the people. It's the same thing with my physical features, my left hand is small than my right hand, same with my feet, my lines on my hand are both different, and my eyes are both kinda odd too now, like they're even more unique. It's quite amusing I guess. At least I know i'm special, there's nothing worst then being like someone else. The reason being is that if I knew that a lot of people were like me, they'd be my competition. Also, I might have a total different perspective since I know no one is similar to me. I saw that Dawn is, financially we are and by family, but we're totally different besides in Clothing tastes sorta. I enjoy different foods, we read different kind of books, i'm more global, she's more closed even though she travels as much as I do if even more, she's more reserved, i'm more loud, i've got the organization skill down, a Palm Pilot wouldn't save her life, there's differences. I realize that i've never met a Chinese person/family like my family. It's quite odd, there's alway something lacking from each Chinese or not Chinese family that reduces them to a different level. Of course I believe that I'm almost the supreme level, of course there are higher levels, but I know in terms of normal Chinese society sans that parliment government what have you, we're doing pretty well and I basically try to point out all the flaws in the other families. It's not like i'm ranking them, in some ways I am, probably because I don't know anybetter and it's "Human Nature," but I do it to know where everyone stands and one thing I'm willing to recognize that everyone lives on different levels and why should I have a problem with it. Most people have a problem with it because it's not what they know, but does it really effect them that much that someone eats McD's 5 days a week? Are they the ones eating McD's 5 days a week, no, so why should they care so much that they're going to have a heart attack along with a stroke?

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