No. 83

I have had ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT.

Ok, so when I'm bored I check out lj right. There are all these people, I don't even have the words for them. I live in Washington State right, well there's all these people who are trying to intimidate this girl calle superior and there's at least 3 from Washington state. They're so damn annoying. These "people" as in those people who think that they're driving a Mercedes C240 is hott stuff with their cell attached to their ear because they're to cheap to get the phone in the steering wheel. It's the "people" who think they're so too good and Washington state is the supreme god because Bill Gates resides here. It's the "people" who are new money and try to act like the Hot Tub High, yet lack the thoughtfulness of doing so. It's the "people" who think being Ms. Britney is way cool. It's the "people" who think the supreme is Rolex, P.Ditty or Puffy or Whatever, and A & F not on sale. It's the "people" who think they're the ultimate supreme goddess or god because they're on some major atheletic sport team. It's the "people" who think driving a new car automatically makes them the coolest shit on earth. It's so annoying, literally, I walk through the mall and call me a generalist or call me whatever you want (just not to my face) and these poor blokes and gals are a victim of what MTV Cribs is suppose to be. Seriously, I just can't handle it anymore. When are they going to realize that material possesions means nothing. That when you lose you're "precious" car in an accident, it'll be over, or when it just so happens that the newest fad, isn't A & F, but rather some obsene designer like Todd Oldham and his pyschedelic color palettes? Seriously, I don't understand, it seems that in Washington state, there's all these posers if you want to call them. I just can't take it anymore, probably because I know they're lying and totally want to front to all the people who don't know any better. It just pisses me off, that after all that's happened, why can't people live as they are instead of trying to act as someone they aren't? Is it really that horrible to have they're life then the fabricated one that they are making up? Maybe if they lived in this fake life, they'd realize that it's not all cracked up to be. I find it the hardest, it's the hardest to be on the cusp of middle and upper class. It's where two worlds totally different and ignorant to each other's lives collide, and it's not a happy sight in terms of how I view them.

School

I need to start studying, i'll do it after mid-winter vacation. It's what i'm gonna tell myself. I'm just a loser, why, because I just realized no matter how hard I try to fret over a grade, it won't change the destiny of what i'll get.

Teriyaki

I just don't understand it. I think i'm either extremely frugal or my taste buds have gone extremely down. So, i'll totally digging the whole Dominos 9.99 special the this Teriyaki place in the mall. That's what I ate today. It was simply fab, like I just can't stand eating at gourmet restaurants if one wants to call them. Yes, people can think i'm some complete spoiled brat who has no class. Well, I mean I like eating there, but these are what I detest of about restaurants, 1. There's alway something with some wine/sherry sauce ( I totally detest it, the taste just throws everything off kilter) 2. There's alway something obsenely ewish like polenta. I don't like polenta, it's a acquired taste, I know, but god, it's so gross and they make it into something so cute...Also, one time, I went to this restaurant where they had fresh scallops right from their homes right. Let's just say, I like my food cooked, fully from now on, there is no Medium Rare in my dining vocabulary anymore. Also, whenever my parents go out to dinner, it's always like we spend some obsene amount of money. I think one time, we spent up to a close of 600 bucks on a table of 8. To me, i'm kinda cheap, I mean it was fab sorta, but sometimes, it's like, is 600 dollars an excess or is the right amount to pay, this is sans tip!?! The reason why I bring this up is that most people don't eat as lavishly as we do. We're Chinese so food is I guess very important to my father, if you just look at him, you know he's been fat all his life, not because it's genetic, well it's the whole "meatballs," Chinese society thing except the time during the war-he was skinny, obvious reasons of rationing. I find those times amusing to think about.

Home Home with Lucky...

Yes, i'm on hiatus from my parents tonight. Rather they are on hiatus from me today. They're going to dinner with some 70 other people. I know, they have more friends then I do. I swear, nowadays, my mom gets at least 3 phone calls a day, seriously, she needs to get her own line. My father can't live without e-mail. Today, the e-mail froze because our computer is kinda old and we haven't replaced it yet, plus it still works you know. I think I almost saw him have a mental breakdown when it happens, quite amusing when you see it happen. His whole face just stops like his heart did, for a minute I thought he had a heartattack, then he yelled at the thing, that's when I know it'll be okay.

Hair, what is hair...color

For some reason, working out, looked over at the my salon, realized that maybe I should go au natural again. Well, i think it'd be cool sometimes, yet sometimes I long to have highlights again. I'll probably do it again in time for Hawaii. I'm excited, yet totally dreading it. I have a problem, TANGENT: I've been doing my whole Britney Abs Workout thing right, well now I 've got really sleek side abs, but my middle abs really suck. So now it makes me look like I have big hips, and a small waste with a big middle stomach. What am I gonna do? I actually do more middle crunchies and all that jazz, but for my sides, I use weights, which I think may be the problem. Dear Buddha, i'll have deformed abs... As Usher says, "you got it, you got it bad..."

Male Pants

I have to make this statement. No boy should wear dark jeans. There's two boys that do this, and it's so offensive. PERIOD, don't wear dark jeans. It tells a lot about them though, they're momma's boys, take what you want from that. Second, I thought faded really light jeans were totally offensive too. Today, I saw a boy wearing them, they didn't look half bad, this look can be achieved if and only if, one wears a darker shirt, never a light shirt with light jeans, it's a fashion faux pas. Thirdly, faded jeans in the middle of indigo jeans are acceptable only if one wears the proper atire, this is by some sort of bulky sweater or sweatershirt to make the boy appear more manlier then projected, because ususally when worn wore with some t-shirt, it makes the boy look particularly girlish. That is my stinck on jeans and boys wearing them. Who ever objects, find with me, just let you know that people are shaking they're heads saying FAUX PAS, FAUX PAS.

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