Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Wednesday, January 23, 2002

No. 56

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWWWWWAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I don't know why, I really felt like breaking into song in Chinese.

I have a question, I don't understand why colleges call you and say, "Congratulations, you've made it yada yada yada!" I don't understand because I get all the information in the mail, then two weeks later, they call me and say Congrats? I just don't understand. And today, the poor girl who had to call me was having the most trouble. I mean, I think they're given this sheet and you basically go by the script for all the things to say, but I kept turning her down and she kind of seemed like, WTF do I say now! It was quite amusing, but I'm like yes, I'll think about it, Thanx for calling, Good night.

Today I went to the eye doctors. I AM NO MORE LEGALLY BLIND! No, I was never blind, but I had always really bad eye signt. It was quite amusing. I actually got new glasses too. They're really cool, I think. It definitely evens out my face considering my old ones of like 6 years were really old. I mean, they were chic when they first came out because it was the new "smaller" frames, but now my frames look humugo compared to the new ones I have. Also, the color is called, "ink." Isn't that so chic?

So, I'm watching Dawson's. It's with the snowy man, I was watching Real World, and I must say the snow fall there is quite nice. I realized that for some reason that all of a sudden, instead of the world being 50% hetero girl and 50% hetero boy, it seems to be like 25% hetero and 25% hetero girl and vica versa. I love it when the snowman's cry. It's so wonderful. Yet I love it when anyone cries, I don't know, maybe it's the excitement I get that someone is being emotional not stable. I don't know. I'm just weird, actually I kind of find it funny, the reason being is they let it get to them.

Well, I studied and did my extra credit for Rose. I decided to cover my butt considering that we're taking an AP M/C test for a final and you can't really study for it, so you know, being overly prepared that I am, I decided to do something. OMG, PACEY IS GOING TO SAIL IN THE GREEK ISLANDS. DAMN HIM, right when you thought the old gang was getting together. He got kinda fat though, but it actually makes him look more of a man instead of a boy. Quite comforting I think.

Well, I had pizza today, yes, mushroom pizza and I'll have pizza on Saturday. I love pizza, I don't quite understand why, I mean it's not like the best tasting food in the world, and once you think about it, you're really killing yourself with it considering it's a complex starch and you're adding a fungus to it, but it's STILL GOOD. Anyways, I think the real reason I like it is because it's like the forbidden food. I can't get any of my parents to eat it. They seem to hate the thing, that's probably why I get so excited when they start eating it. It's quite amusing, seeing there faces like, great, i'm eating that. You think they would be happy that they can have a full meal for under ten bucks for three people. Well, no. My dad's always eaten a lot, which is quite odd, even though he's old, one may think he would stop eating so much. He's never been skinny his whole entire life, besides when it was during the war and they didn't have much to eat, but all the pictures we have, he's fat. It's very amusing. My mom on the other hand was hella skinny. Like, when she came to America, she was like some 90 pounds. I would die to be 90 pounds, well actually, I know I would die. She looks so skinny, but you see I tell myself that when I was younger, I actually drank milk, therefore I am taller and bigger than the average Chinese. The Chinese people are actually lactose and tolerant. I don't like milk that much, but I still drank it I think when I was under. Plus, I play sports, therefore I have muscle, unlike the average Chinese. That's why I'll never be 90 pounds, or maybe yea I will, IN MY BOOBS!

Anyways, back to Dawson's...

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