No. 52

Ok, so I realized that whenever I start an entry, I use "ok, so..." Well, let's just find a different transition phrase. I realized that I really need to get on this damn diet weight loss thing here. I realize that whenever it's the weekend, i'm a complete freak. I just realized that water is good for starting your metabolism and the colder the better. I like to drink cold water, and I've always been drinking it, but now I really have a good reason to drink more cold water. I actually can drink about 8 glasses of water, and when I work out at the gym, I can drink about 11 glasses a day. I figure that's good right? Besides the fake that I have to pee. I'm watching the Golden Globes today and reading my new book called, "The Trials of Tiffany Trott." It's like the whole Bridget Jone's Diary type of thing. I love those types of books. So, I was dreaming of Hawaii again, i'm gonna freak out when i'm on the beach, my buddies are with me, I'm chillin' with my book, magazines, cds, water, and totally gonna be surrounded by the crashing of the waves, and hopefully hott guys. I know it will more likely be like some little kid going, "Mommy, mommy, I have to PEE!" It'll spoil the moment, but as soon as any hottie walks by, i'll be fine. Also, my toes and nails are impeccable well attired as well as hoping I find a decent swimsuit. I actually got my bottom stomach to almost flatness and I figure if I lay down, it won't be that bad. Now, i'm working on my upper stomach and I realized my arms are getting smaller, but not as muscular, which is like the total opposite of Madonna arms. I wouldn't mind exercising and all, but it's like I have to multi task, I mean when i'm doing the whole machine thing, listening to music, and reading a magazine, I'm still thinking about what homework or what I have to do when I get home? That's why I find it so hard to do one thing at a time, especially since I multi task and get bored at that.

Today, I went to the museum, quite interesting. I actually paralleled really well. It reminds me that Ms. Princess called and said we should go to Krispy Kremes. I mean, I want a friend like her, whose willing to sit at Starbucks and chill, but the fact that her social skills are inepted, it really revolts me. So, she said she was going to call me back yesterday, well it's today, we were going to go on Monday, but I figure if she doesn't call, it'd be great because I don't have to see her new cd player for her car, I don't have to listen to her talk about how Medina was on the front and back pages of the EastSide Journal Sunday edition, nor do I have to watch her double chin and also knowing I will get fat if I eat another glazed donut. You'd think I'd be really happy watching people get fat, I mean, it's such a great join watching people get fat knowing they want to be skinny like those actresses and stuff. Well, I don't have a join, it actually repulses me. I mean, I see it in my friends, and i'm just like, ew! NO one ever eats healthy and that's probably why I don't either. It's like pass the vegan wrap while everyone's all like pass the extra sauce!

Anyways, I realized that my journal as become a fest of ranting besides my Life Lessons Learned.

What am I gonna do, I feel stupid now. All I care about it the materialistic things even though I went to the museum and all. I know the reason why I don't watch the news or read the paper and all that. Not because I don't like the news, but it's basically the same thing. Everyone says you should know you're surroundings and how to intrepret art and stuff like that, well I read the headline and already know the whole story. I read the first and last paragraph of each article or skim in 2 seconds, and I know everything. It's the same with intrepreting art, I mean, you can take it anywhich way and I know what i'm thinking, so why would I want to voice it. I mean, you look at one's products and there's always similarities and themes, as long as you get the main jist of it, shouldn't one move on to something more productive, than just sitting there looking at it still again?

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