No. 50

Why do some people not do their homework or don't even try in class when they know they're going to be accepted into college? I mean for me, college has always been there and it's basically a requirement. I don't quite understand why these people say that they're going to quit learning just because they got into college. I mean, you'd think people who get good grades, kinda enjoy learning?

So, just an update about Hawaii, due to my cousin being stupid and the lack of thoughts through the family's head. I know have two people that are going to be mad to pay more. I will probably have to spend a good 200 dollars if more to treat them to dinner. Well, I'm actually happy to do it because it's like a gift, but I don't want to do it, because now I am forced to do it due to my cousin's lack of smartness in the ol' noggin. I love ML, I mean they always make me feel great. Even though it's not my fault and they have to pay, they'll be ok. I mean, this really isn't my fault because I asked my Dad if I could ask Dawn, so it really is Dad's fault, but then you can argue that I wanted to go to Hawaii, so it was my fault for asking my dad to go to Hawaii. Whatever, it always get's back to me. For some reason, I think i'm gonna have a really bad year. I mean look at all the stuff I have been complaining about. I think last year was a good year, this year, I don't know. I mean Hawaii will be the pinnacle of my life I think. It's never going to happen again, I think everything is going to go downhill from there. One may think that college vacations are even better, but keep in mind that I know these girls for at least 12 years, we even went to the same preschool together, but we were in different classes. My college buddies will just be some people I know.

Speaking of THE U as in UW, this freak at the gym is so weird. So, i'm waiting to get my locker and towels and all this stuff. I find out he goes to the U, then he's like "I don't want to drive my car to "The U" because I don't want someone to crash into it or breath on it and stuff..." I'm like, you're so weird. You're like everything our society should not be. I didn't say that, but it's what I was thinking. I mean cars are meant to be driven, and material things are meant to be used. Is it really that hard, then he's like " yea, I put like 10 G's in to my car." I'm like really, so you could have spent that somewhere else and you just sucked it into you're money pit. WAY TO GO! I didn't say this either, was still thinking about it. I don't quite understand, it's only in Bellevue. This does not occur in India, this does not occur in Alaska. Oh man, that would be so funny if it happened in Alaska, I could see everyone where North Face yellow jackets like, "Yo, just pimped out my ride with 4 battery packs that are insulated, hopeful it won't die on me now!" Secretly laughing, yes, I happen to be happy. I realized that if I drink my water, I get a great complexion, I actually feel lighter, I don't get hungry, I feel that good look instead of the bland just let me rest on the couch and get fat sense. I really enjoy it. Ok, just studied for Jane Eyre, I actually enjoyed it, I mean i'm studying stuff that's interesting and calming and it's just lovely. This Nicole 7 AP class girl makes me nervous though, I actually pity her. I mean she has no friends and she has no social skills and does everything to get into college, you think one day she may want to find the meaning of life before she croaks. She'll say, there is no meaning to life, it's to survive life, as in to get your PH.D four times over and get a Nobel Prize and be that that one guy who solved Fermat's Engima or whatever. You know that guy locked himself up in a house for 7 years, I could probably do that, but I'd need a lot of entertainment. Actually it's possible, because I'd just buy everything online. And if you can go with out sex, you could get online and just cyber a few times and be ok. You might become very antisocial and cry over little things, but hey, you could make it!

My Trials and Tribulations, (I have to think of a new alliteration).

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