Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, December 11, 2001

No. 13

I feel like half and half. You know, the creamer. Yea, at the gym I was totally workin' it right. Now, I feel like I'm total gonna sleep. It's really lame. This scholarshit is getting to me, as an scholarships. It's hella hard work just to get 500 bucks and you have to fill out all this shit. I mean, do they expect you to any do try for one scholarship, but what I hear, you're suppose to try for multiple ones, so I don't really get it?

This girl in Business Law is a complete ass. She was secretly smoking in class. The teacher was like I smell smoke, and everyone didn't say anything and he never did anything. Today, he was totally pissed off at the girls. It's three of them and they always say we're going to the bathroom for 10 minutes, he knows what's up, but he never confronts them until today. I'm also fed up with Yearbook. Let me rant about this, I was on Yearbook last year and was section editor for the junior section. This year, seniors are suppose to work on the senior section, but I'm working on the Staff section, the most boring part of the Yearbook and to top it all off, I'm not the editor. This dude is and he's never been in Yearbook before. He doesn't know what to do, he's been gone for three days total out of the whole shipment days. This other dude has been gone for 8-10 days now and whenever he comes back, he acts like nothing happened and he doesn't have to make up any work. It fuckin' sucks. Then, I have to tell them what to do because they have no direction, yet the editor, not me gets all the credit. I HATE IT. The only reason I speculate he is editor is because the two co-editors assigned everyone and they're all buddies and try to get all their buddies on the spreads that are the best. I hate it, I never did anything bad to them, I just do my work, get it over with and move on. I try to be social and all, but they just blow me away because I'm not in their click. Clicks suck, seriously, if no one had clicks, everyone would be friends. When they're clicks, everyone gets all scared to talk to someone new. That's my theory, but we have to have clicks, it's like family, we have to have some sort of bonding you know. Whenever everyone wants world peace and these global issues, it's never gonna happen. Forgive me for bursting everyone's bubble, but the world is a melting pot and some people are the spices of life, while others are just the garbage of it. ( I don't know what that means, you can analyze and get back to me. Info is on the bottom page!)

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